PieCeS oF Me

no longer

2010-01-14T10:49:00.002+08:00

it's happy to know that i no longer need to look at your msn status or facebook photos to know about your situation. i know you're living a happy life now...to me, you're just a friend..a long time friend...
may you feel happy without me in your life as well.....=)
cheerios...

离开了

2009-10-24T14:36:00.003+08:00

我已经离开了.....祝你一生一世快乐..

updates

2009-09-17T17:00:00.002+08:00

some update about myself and my work....resigned last month and not finding a job yet...hahaa...because they still need me...so see la if i wanna stay or not....nothing much happened in my life lately...only eat sleep work eat sleep work...

anyways, next week will have a guiness party in sunway lagoon...BEP will be there!!! yay!after that will be heading to MOS...i miss zeta bar!! wanna go zeta bar so much lar.....iiishhh....

move on....life goes on...that's the thing i always tell myself...some memories are meant to be kept in the heart...although we don't see each other anymore...everything bout you will still be in me..=)

it's been long

2009-08-11T18:44:00.002+08:00

yo..my blog is like so fucking dead!! whatever...i don't give a shit...

gonna update photos on my birthday celebration although it's not that merry...just a small party in resort hotel in genting... =)

blur

2009-05-13T20:13:00.002+08:00

i can't foresee what'll happen in the future..

it feels like i've ran for a tremendously long journey and now taking a break, looking ahead of the road wondering where shall i head next...*panting*

should i continue here or follow another path? i don't really know how to choose..am a lousy chooser i admit..

wish to choose path A but i don't know what will happen if i follow the path...am so confused!!!

anyways, wish you all the best in the future...i don't know what will happen to you in the future and neither do i know if we'll see each other anymore...hopefully everything goes as i've planned..next year will see you there...it's a promise..i know i've broken so many promises but this time is different...

1st time meeting.
through christmas party in siew ling's house.

2nd time meeting.
actually is 2nd,3rd and 4th and 5th..i can't remember how many times i saw you in AAA tuition center.

how we really got to know each other?
siew ling's birthday party. you said i look very reddish because i've drank a couple glasses of wine. added me in ICQ on that night itself.

got together on june 22nd. had our 1st kiss during end of august which was after form 5 dinner. we went to Y2K. 1st time going to your house was on september 14th or 15th. you always ride bicycle to nearby my house. we often go to library to study together (konon study..actually we always go for movies in ipoh parade)

how am i going to write out a 5 years story? haha...to be continue lar.....too much to write...too many years...

take care everyone...god bless...=)

it's been ages

2009-04-08T23:26:00.002+08:00

it's been trillions of years that i didn't update my blog...hellooo...anybody there??

well, life's been sucky. it's all about work and earning money now. not like the uni times where i can spend all i want without thinking twice. and since now the economy is so bad, i can't resign yet!! fuck..fuck stupid americans who make the economy bad!! retrenchment,cut cost,budget, freeze budget is the terms that i always hear/see nowadays. cis....

and life's been dull because there's no longer any party. =(
seldom go clubbing =(
no beer =(
no hard liquor =(
no dancing =(

sigh...miss uni time,hanging out with the yckakis.

and i feel so olddd nowadays. looking at those young girls (not like i'm that old but still i feel very old lar compare to them) who can always go party, i feel so jealous!!! ok lar..not jealous...it's more to envy loh....

so conslusion of what i wanna say is...yes you're right...life sucks!!

しあわせだ

2009-01-12T12:22:00.003+08:00

わたしわにほんにいくつもりです.
ほんとうにしあわせだ . ^^

new year resolution

2009-01-07T12:19:00.009+08:00

ok, so everyone's been talking bout new year resolution. well, i don't really make new year resolution but this year i want it to be different. here are my new year resolution:

1.) get rich

2.) get a freaking rich bf (which is impossible because i ain't chio)

3.) party hard

4.) gain weight

5.) stay healthy

6.) shop more

7.) can quit my job and go study in japan *pray hard*

see, i'm a quite simple person. i don't ask for things that are impossible to be done.

maybe gain weight is abit hard for me cause for the past 4 or 5 years i've been remain the same weight and i'm proud to say it - 47kg. fuck...it has gone up to 48kg and now it drops to 47kg again..=.= i know 1kg doesn't make much difference but for me..maybe the 1kg comes from the boobs...who knows right??

and please stop telling me i'm 23 years old. i'm still 22 and erm...5 months old only mind you..

i must keep reminding myself:

i'm still young

ok..i feel young now...*relief*

oh ya..another resolution is...stop complaining and reduce throwing tantrums at my boyfriend when i have one......*AMEN*

standing (from the left) : sharon who is currently studying in IMU, wah koon who came back from studying in london and currently working in KLCC and the last one that's of course me on the right who is currently working as well

sitting (from the left) : yen yein - studying in tarc but going to UK soon, qing hong - studying in london and came back from london for holidays, ah bear - studying in dunno where...=.=

the big girlsss...

me,jenn kok and michelle in souled out

me and me colleagues

i didn't mean to close my eyes while taking photo..it's just that the birthday lady(joelyn) asked me to do funny pose...so that's my funny pose..heh

till then...take care everyone..=)

wtf

2009-01-06T15:00:00.002+08:00

this stupid song...look at the lyrics for yourself please...

Pickin’ coconuts from the coconut tree-eh
Nah, nah, nah, nah-nah-nah-nah, nah nah nah
Biggest coconuts that you ever seen
Nah nah nah nah nah nah
Pickin’ coconuts from the coconut tree-eh
Nah, nah, nah, nah-nah-nah-nah, nah nah nah
Biggest coconuts that you ever seenFeelin’ free and happy!
Come follow, come follow follow-follow me-eh
Nah nah nah nah-nah-nah-nah, nah nah nah
Pickin’ coconuts from the coconut tree
Nah nah nah nah nah nah
Come follow, come follow follow-follow me-eh
Nah nah nah nah-nah-nah-nah, nah nah nah
Biggest coconuts that you ever seen
Feelin’ free and happy!Oh, oh, oh ~
All the sunshine boys Let’s start the party
Oh, oh, oh ~ All the sunshine girls Let’s have a good time
Oh, oh, oh ~ Everybody We gonna party tonight, tonight, toni-ei-ei-ght!
Come follow, come follow follow-follow me-eh
Nah nah nah nah-nah-nah-nah, nah nah nah
Pickin’ coconuts from the coconut tree
Nah nah nah nah nah nah
Come follow, come follow follow-follow me-eh
Nah nah nah nah-nah-nah-nah, nah nah nah
Biggest coconuts that you ever seen
Feelin’ free and happy!Oh, oh, oh ~
All the sunshine boys Let’s start the party
Oh, oh, oh ~ All the sunshine girls Let’s have a good time
Oh, oh, oh ~ everybody We gonna party tonight, tonight, toni-ei-ei-ght!
Come buy a coco-conut ~ What’s the matter with you?
Come buy a coco-conut ~ C’mon, c’mon!
Come buy a coco-conut ~ What’s the matter with you?
Come buy a coco-conut ~ C’mon, c’mon!

it's a song by SMILE DK..i think it's a kid song..but which psycho wanna sing this kinda kid song?? -__- even when i was a kid i won't be so sampat until wanna sing this kinda stupid brainless song wth
damn bloody stupid ok..i told my colleague i wanna slap the fella who write this song...=.=

*i found this song when i was searching for plain white t's song..i'm not that bloody mou liu go search for kids song lar.. =.=

why do girls like to call themselves princess?

2009-01-05T11:34:00.003+08:00

don't understand why some girls like to proclaim themselves as princess. -____-

because they think they're gorgeous? cute? loved by billions of people? have loads of admirers?

just cant figure out why they'll call themselves princess...i find it disgusting and sucky and vain...*puik*

sorry if i offended anyone reading my post now...but i just wanna tell people that call themselves princess or prince...FUCK YOU and YOU SUCK!!

i miss home

2008-12-22T19:12:00.002+08:00

i miss home...i miss ipoh...
somehow it doesn't feel good to stay alone....
alone in the big city when at night you don't have anyone to accompany you...
last night i saw the stars in the sky so bright....
how lovely it is if there's someone with me lying on the field watching the stars.....
i really miss home..............

hello peopleee

2008-12-19T17:57:00.003+08:00

wondering if there's anyone reading my blog....lol...
coz it's been a really really long time i didn't update or should i say i'm lazy...
coz i know no one's reading it and for the sake of wanna make my blog look like it's still alive, i need to update it wtf

hate relationship...no commitment given..shiet...
maybe i'm not serious in relationship...that's why i always fail...
maybe i should buy a dog and live the rest of my life with the companion of a dog...wtf
ahhhh....i feel that i'll be better if i'm a guy...shiet..wtf
but come to think of it...if i were a boy..i'll still be a player...wtf
my friend said "player?? will have karma you know..next time don't give birth to a son...your son will let play girl play wan......"
WTF....then if my husband is a playboy...then we cant have kids lar?? =.= fuck

i miss smoking..wtf....wtf and wtf....
miss karen's Yves Saint Laurent's ciggies...wtf...
it taste damn nice okay?? but it's so fucking expensive!!!!

abit update bout me...i've cut my hair short again..ya shut your mouth now...wth
ya short again....wondering when will it grow long until the length i had 6 months back...WTH
recently wallet has been severely injured due to my crazyness in shopping....it's not only bleeding but it's got holessssss!!! wtf
been buying forever21 clothes and i got my forever21 fly back from US...muaahahahaha....
and thanks joo, for the tommy hilfiger and the guess shirt...
should've bought a coach bag....isshh...it's so fucking cheap compare to those in malaysia!! stupid place...
but must tahan abit and save my wallet from bleeding til death..sigh..

anyway...finish my craps already....
ciaoz....take care everyone....

bored

2008-11-05T13:35:00.002+08:00

i want more money!!

things i want....
1.) a new watch...
2.)a new phone...
3.)i want to buy loads and loads of share...so i can earn big money...
4.)money...
5.)money......

and the list goes on with the word 'MONEY' so i can give my parents loads of money!!!

going crazy soon...miss my hamster which no longer is with me now...

miss ipoh...miss ipoh's food...miss malacca...

miss the good old days....

abit of update from me

2008-10-14T19:15:00.004+08:00

well i've been pretty hectic with my work for the past few months....ahhh~~

nothing much happen but someone said wanna buy me a toy poodle and so the other day i went to the petshop in ss2 to hunt for one and i found this very hyper toy poodle in the shop....eee~~so geram~~ but then 1.8k..crazy...he wanna buy also i wont let him buy lar...

everyday's routine is work eat sleep wake up eat work eat sleep...somehow it's boring but think of the paycheck i get at every end of the month,i need to tell myself that i love ma job so much....:P

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conversation of phoebe talking to god

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me(kneel down and pray so hard):god~please give me a man who can take care of me for the rest of my life~~and of course give me RM10k every month to spend...

god: siao zha boh...

me: huh?? how can you scold me siao zha boh?? i'm just praying...not necessarily you must give me the man ma...ok la..don't want to be so greedy...RM5k a month loh then...good mou??

god(think so hard): =.= ok lar....help you to find one lar...

sigh...feel so stupid now...hahahaha

and i miss my long hair...now that it's so short, i'm wondering when will it grow long again =.=

maybe i need to go for hair extension again...

taken in elcerdo's toilet...the dinner cost me RM150. =.=

i'm back?

2008-08-27T18:16:00.016+08:00

it's been a long time i didn't update my blog. guess everyone has forgotten that i have a blog. and i think not much people will come and read ma blog coz everyone think that it's dead..haha..anyway..here are some photos during my birthday(yes!! a very special day that come once in a thousand years. 08-08-08 what and auspicious date aight?)

first cake for my birthday which was 1 day before my birthday. erm..actually it's the 2nd cake. had another 1 from my colleague 2 days before my birthday. thanks voon yea,lichin,valen,ee yeen and fannie. i love you guys!!!!

having dinner in euro deli. dunno what was i thinking and PHOEBE STOP SLOUCHING!!!

kester,eric and me.

with seet and pradeep. thanks guys...(i look so...miang..=.=)

me and my didi - richard.

me and my long time heng tai....kelvin

thanks for the cake!!!

cupcakes from wondermilk...thanks clifford. =)

with the "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" candles.

3 bottles of liquor on that night.i love malibu!! and bombay!!!

me cutting the cake.

wai seng was abit high. hahaha...

without kelvin in the photo.

ahhh....so happy for this year's birthday. 3 cakes and 4 times of celebration. or is it 5?? but this one was the most memorable. thanks eric,pradeep,kester,waiseng,seet,kelvin,richard,von and clifford. and thanks for the game that eric think of. hahaha....eh damn bad loh..all of you trying to make me drink. i know i'm a good drinker...ahem...haha....

next time only upload convo pics coz not yet get the photos from my sister.

updates from me. nothing much except work,work and work. and time for friends and family. still recovering from something. hope i'll get over it real soon. =)

until then.....take care everyone. =)

wooo

2008-07-02T21:11:00.009+08:00

it's been a long time since i last updated my blog. reason? because i got no streamyx at home and all my photos are not inside the lappie. are the reasons good enough? haha..yes i know..i'm just too lazy to update it. firstly, nothing much to blog about. secondly, not much photos taken in the past 1 month++.

went penang to watch Apple products introduction roadshow (dunno what is it called lar) during 13th of June because 1 of the model was wearing the coco chanel junior aka karen design punya very fashionable clothes. at night we went clubbing in Mois and Momo in upper penang road.

me and ma babe in mois

me and mr chocolate

in Momo.

some time back i went to coco banana(in sunway pyramid new wing). can't show you the photos because pei pei hasn't transfer them to the comp!! grrrr!! anyway, the place is quite ok lar...leng zhai ang mohhh....wooo...

dessert's bar ice cream...yum..

then erm..nothing much happened lar...now working in some company in Milenium Tower. just in case you have no idea where is that, it's just opposite or behind of Mahsa college and Help college. yeap..i'm a working lady already..argghhh..so fast finish my 4 years study in MMU. all happened in a blink of the eye..and the feeling is like i just enter MMU yesterday. i miss those day when we guys hang out and having crazy times. sigh...

oh ya...you guys gotta see my new hair. i love it i love it. XD

clifford and me. look damn pale as usual.

and lastly, camwhore again..wahahah..i love myself so much..<3

-in order to be irreplaceable one must always be different - coco chanel-

random

2008-05-30T13:47:00.001+08:00

i mao an anjing.....

dog...

gou...

gau...

gao...

i just want a dogggggg!!!!!!

maltese~~~~awwwwww~~

i'm freeeeeeeewoooooomaaaaaannnnnnn!!!!!-

2008-05-24T12:08:00.000+08:00

okay, some questions before i go into the topic.

do you guys like me to post:
A.) disgusting stuff
B.) obscene stuff
C.) emo stuff
D.) disgusting + obscene stuff
E.) all in one =.=

cause i realize many people *ahem* know about my blog *ahem* and read bout my disgusting posts. i just write them okay?? i'm not a disgusting person. or am i?? shiettttt...

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now i wanna say I'M FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEE FROM EXAMSSSSSS AND UNI LIFE~~!!!!!!!!!!! actually not much feeling after last paper which is volleyball exam. aiks..

ahhh....but somehow i know i'm gonna miss it. very contradict right?? guess it's the love hate relationship i have with uni =(

okok...natsuko tatsumi time. i can't imagine that i'm actually falling for her. a jap girl born in 1988. she's so hot and cute and yummylicious and sexy and...she's basically everything lar...my goddess!!

ahhhh....

*whistle* lengggg luiii~~ natsuko daisuki desu!!!!

natsuko kirei desu~~~

of all the photos...i like this the most...<3>
ahh...so pretty...my god......

i'm still alive

2008-05-21T23:44:00.004+08:00

after 3 papers and i am here. still alive. yeap yeap. happyyyy!!!! got 2 more to go and i'm freee!! RAWR!!!

in theater 4 after network security and management exam. i tied his hair. *grin*
it's so short and so softtt and so hard to tie -____-...that's the best i can get..=.=

finally my male hammy showing to me that he's got BALLSSSS AFTER 1 FREAKING YEARRRR!!! HE HAS BALLSSSSSSSSS!!!!

looking at the sky, wondering if you see the same thing as me
wondering if it's me you're thinking
looking at the sky, so many thoughts running through my mind
and you appear the most in it
looking at the sky, wondering when is the time where i couldn't get to see it anymore
the day when i perish i guess
looking at the sky, wondering when is the time i couldn't see you anymore for the rest of my life
*emo-ing*

2 more papers people!!! and those who are still having exams...gambate kudasai!!!

-i kiss your eyes and thank god we're together-

no title

2008-05-16T11:33:00.003+08:00

lack of ideas on what to write coz i feel so lifeless. aihh...anyway abit disappointed with Germany losing to Indonesia. the Xu Huaiwen representing Germany was quite good though..

haiyo..dunno what to write lar...i just wanna know that I WANT TO SHAKE SOME ASS AFTER EXAM!!!!!!

oh ya..last night was discussing bout labia with someone before yum cha session..don't tell me you dunno what's labia okay?? if you don't know..go google it please..it's spelled as L-A-B-I-A..yeap yeap fucking thing on the pussy. and anyone who has flabby labia should go for labiaplasty(labia reduction surgery)..

and the other day was reading kennysia'a blog..aihh...so good if someone will propose to me that way. but still it's not the best way to propose to a girl.imagine you're going to a country and your boyfriend is the pilot. and he propose to you in the plane and everyone hears it!!! proposal in the middle of the air okayyyyy and it's in a fucking planeee!!! ahhh....so sweet..i know that's not gonna happen lar..lolz...too fast to think of guy proposing to me...i'm not gonna get married until i'm 27?? or 28?? haha....yes already a hag...lolz..end of story.

okay okay...3 more papers and i'm a freewoman...lolz..good luck again everyone...=)

-think again when you think you've got the best-

manchester united

2008-05-12T22:04:00.006+08:00

i know i'm kinda slow to post this but who cares?? it's my blog anyways..

YAY!!! man u won premier leagueeeeee!! and ronaldo got player of the year awarddddd!!! OMG he's so cute and hemsemmmmm~~*faint*

nude photos link...US photographer Spencer Tunick organized nude photo shoot to promote 2008 European football championship. need mou???

many people asked me before what's my favourite flower and often i cant answer that question. cause i really don't like tulip,carnation or rose or lilies.

i finally get to know what type of flowers i like- small and cute flowers. and their names are very cute too. baby's breathe and forget-me-not

baby's breathe...mmm....cutee...

forget-me-not....blue colorrrr!!!!!

haha...end of post...later...;P

bored

2008-05-12T03:32:00.003+08:00

how can people write such beautiful songs? i mean oldies...ahhh...all the song lyrics make my heart melt...and they are so meaningful..not like all those new R&B or hiphop or pop songs that has not much meaning...

listening to:

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TONIGHT I CELEBRATE MY LOVE (Peabo Bryson and Roberta Flack)

Tonight I celebrate my love for you
It seems the natural thing to do
Tonight no one's gonna find us
We'll leave the world behind us
When I make love to you
Tonight I celebrate my love for you
And hope that deep inside you feel it too
Tonight our spirits will be climbing
To the sky lit up with diamonds
When I make love to you tonight

Tonight I celebrate my love for you (ooh)
And that midnight song is gonna come shining through
Tonight there'll be no distance between us
What I want most to do
Is to get close to you tonight

Tonight I celebrate my love for you
And soon this old world will seem brand new
Tonight we will both discover
How friends turn into lovers
When I make love to you

Tonight I celebrate my love for you (ooh)
And that midnight song is gonna come shining through
Tonight there'll be no distance between us
What I want most to do
Is to get close to you

Tonight I celebrate my love for you

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just a short post because i'm so bored of reading the stupid digital watermarking notes...next time when i couldn't sleep at night i'll just read the notes cause it made me fell asleep for at least 4 times in a day reading the notes...=.= i don't wanna say this but...mothaaaaaa fuuuccckkkerrrr...

and hor..can someone buy me a comforter?? so kesian loh..and every morning i can hear the sound of my lovely blanket being tear up..and when i got up my head and shoulders are inside the hole....-____-''

such a smmmaaalllllll hole hor...sigh...poor people with torn blanket,pocket and bleeding wallet...

-worn me down the road, i did anything you told-

happy birthday kelvin

2008-05-09T11:42:00.007+08:00

kelvin tan turns 21 today...happy birthday boy..sorry that i didn't get anything nice for you but the lacoste perfume..haha..we seldom go shopping together so i don't really know what you like..oh ya...you like dsrl lense...er..abit too expensive for me to buy you one of those right?? haha...

and i saw you like abit speechless with me standing outside of your house at 12am..surprised or too touched?? and sorry didn't get a proper cake for you..just the 2 fruit tarts with 2 candles on each of them...lame..hahahah...anyway..happy birthday again...

random
recently i always dream, guess my brain didn't want to shut down when i sleep. oh wait..let me rephrase my sentence. i mean my brain didn't want to go into standby mode...-___-ll
by the time it shuts down, i think i won't be sitting here blogging already...=.=

last night i dream about me and my sisters. it's something obscene again lar...what the fack right? obscene stuff again..sigh...already not watching porn but all those stupid obscene stuff keep appearing in my dream..damn..then should i continue watching porn then?? but it's SOOOO BLOOODDYY BOOORRRIINNGGGGG!!!!

oh wait..maybe it's because of this article.. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Josef_Fritzl MACIBAI FUCKER BLOODY OLD MAN..i read the article word by word oghey...i think the authorities should put him into lifetime imprisonment and torture his balls everyday then use a straw or anything to penetrate his urethral opening until it's the size of 50 cents coin..fucker cibai...or maybe cut off his balls and dick then bring him to thailand for transexual surgery so he can fuck no one and instead let other assholes fuck him..fucccckkkkkerrrrrr.....

ok ok back to my dream...i dream that me and my sisters were comparing whose boobs are bigger..and there i was telling them "eh i'm very champion lorhh...mine is the biggest okay...shut the fuck up..." the truth is my second sister got the biggest boobs..sigh...self satisfaction in the dream...bloody hell, dreams will never come true wan lohhh...who said dreams will come true wannnnnn???

okay gotta go now...going for lunch..haha..later...

-Please don't leave me standing with my heart in my hand,I can't last here I'm breaking down-

randomly

2008-05-05T10:57:00.008+08:00

went through someone's profile in friendster and he wrote this

By the way, I like Friendster trademarking the english phrase, "It's complicated". Really smart of them. I should trademark some too... like "Single and looking", "Married but still looking", "Divorced and finally free!", and "Widowed... oops, my hand slipped". And since I'm on that... I should trademark, "Hi, how are you?" and "See you later!" too, no?

haha..married but still looking..shiet..then they should have more like
Single but not available
Attached but wanna stop and stare

anyways, the fella is a very creative guy i should say..lolz

random photos

a very small volunteer fire department in macap or machap? =.=

took it when heading to MBO for ironman..i wanna shout "I LOVE THE SKY!!"

the sky is so damn beautiful that i wanna sing James Blunt's "you're beautiful"~

this is a real shit of random photos..haha..my fat legs and someone's rip curl jeans and converse shoes in the playground..now i need to feel the joy of hanging out in the playground..maybe i just had a sad childhood..that's why..

-Up and up,step by step,not yet there,don’t yet nap. Fret and sweat,don’t give up,rest awhile, take a sup-

no more mcd please

2008-04-28T22:33:00.006+08:00

this photo was taken about almost 2 weeks ago...

and this one was like last week??

and just now i had mcd for dinner..=.=

if i'm to jot down "numbers of visits to mcd in april"

i think the answer would be 20 times or maybe more than that...

and if i'm to jot down "numbers of visits to kfc in april"

i think it would be 10..

shiet man..seriously i'm going to die soon...it's either i die because of diabetes mellitus or i'll die because of heart attack due to too many fats surrounding my heart..

no more mcd and kfc for next month and the following month and the following following month..god please guide me to the correct pathhhhh~~

and i want to change the slogan of mcdonals for the next 3 months..

sorry mcd..i love you and hate you at the same time...but i know i'll love you after august...<3 <3

p/s: kelvin~~i didn't crop your watermark k?? it's still there!! and i'm not so lousy at cropping photos..=P

circumcised??

2008-04-27T11:27:00.002+08:00

everytime my thoughts will go obscene abit when i think of anything. maybe i should involve myself in porn industry..LOL don't get me wrong..by that i mean it's either become the director or porn script writer...wahahah..not become the porn star myself coz i'm not qualified for it..
i'll force them to eat shit and drink pee!! LOL!!!! kidding..I'm not that disgusting okayyy..

it's so freaking hot in Malacca..i think the god of rain doesn't really like this place..so he seldom visit..

and so we, who are studying in mmu have to suffer this kinda stupid weather...
and when i was bathing, i keep thinking about our fellow malay friends who are wearing tudung.
how they wanna stand the heat to keep their hair inside the tudung under the hotzzz weather..it's worse than wearing a helmet man...
no offense but if I'm to wear tudung..i'd cut my hair bald..shiet..imagine the natural perfume you get from the hair when you take the tudung off...
reallyyyy no offense...ISA don't catch me because of what i said ok?? i'm just curious, not racist..

and so,again,my thoughts flow to another side..
i don't know how i got there but it just come to my mind - circumcised dicks =.=

i had friends who once told me "THEY are curious about none circumcised dicks you know.."
then i asked him "eh how do you know? but damn geli right still with the foreskin"
he just laugh..so i can roughly guess what happened before..
i think those dicks with foreskin will stink lor...i dunno lar..just my 2 cent
even if i see one..impossible that i wanna go and sniff it right? *faint*

haiyooooo..i feel that I'm so talented in porn stuff..shiet man..i should go and apply for job in porn companies instead of IT jobs -___-''

shitty post

2008-04-25T15:05:00.004+08:00

it was 2 nights back that i couldn't sleep,i slept at almost 5 or is it almost 6am..

i feel like barfing but couldn't..the feeling is so shitty 'cause it's quite the same as you feeling shit in your bowels reaching your anus but u just couldn't shit.and hell shit i'm always sneezing(symptom of? guess you should know)

and there i was lying on the bed thinking about shit.which i have no idea why i'm thinking of shit.serious shit or u call it tahi..or "sai" in hokkien or "see" in cantonese or "dar bian" or "fern" in mandarin.

and somehow my thoughts turn obscene abit. if you're using firefox just press Ctrl+w or Alt+F4. underage kids are strictly not allowed to read this post.

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tadah~~the picture of fucking shitty japanese with their shit porn..it's so sickening man!!!

photo from http://www.scatbabes.com/

not that i visit those website. it's because i wanna get a shit porn photo and so i googled "japanese shit porn" and the website scatbabes.com is linked to www.scat-post.com.

then i was thinking who the hell would want to eat shit and then have sex?? fuck!! i ain't kissing that shitty lips!! pay me RM1 billion and i'll say this to you "go fuck urself!!"

and having shit on your face like it's some kind of mask..hellloo...shit can fertilize the ground but not the face!! fucking idiots...

even if you're trapped inside a place for 48 hours or 72 hours..will you eat your own shit?? omfg..i wouldn't man..I'd just drink my own pee..fuck..that's already very disgusting..
and imagine during that shittiest moment of your life you're having menstruation..zomfg..can't even drink your own pee!!! then all you can do is say "may god bless me~" or "namo amitabha~"
oh wait..why am i talking about this?? -___-

and ya..bet you're wondering why i know about shit porn. for those who know me you should know right..yea..i watch porn. each and every type of porn..erm..not really every type lar.

watched before: lesbian,gay(retarded muscular guys having sex..ewwww), sm, bondage, rape, normal porn, anal sex porn, gangbang, pregnant woman, bj for animals.whatever shittttttt but not child porn and shit porn and also those torture porn.

fucking retarded japanese!! *vomit my lungs and shit out* ewwwww...

and i actually keep thinking about shit that i fell asleep...ya what a night.. =.=

anyway, 24th of may guys..we'll be having a shitload of different shit..i mean booze.. XD

you should thank me for bringing you such a wonderful post. haha..kidding..and i'm wondering who the hell around me will have the fetish for shit porn. shiet..i feel so insecure..

random random

2008-04-21T21:07:00.002+08:00

actually i wanna put the title as "mix parentage" but thought it's afterall not that relevant.

okay here it goes.

promise me that you won't sweat. thanks.

chinese dad with indian mum or indian dad with chinese mum produces: Chindian kids

indian dad with chindian mum or chindian dad with chinese mum produces: chin-double-dian kids (just like you. yes you!! P it's you!!)

chinese dad with chindian mum or chindian dad with chinese mum produces: double-chin-dian kids

HOLY CRAP!! _l_ *O* _l_ fuck you phoebe!! haha...okay sorry. i know it's lame and not funny.. i'm so sorry.amen..

and ya,it's chia poh who started the chin-double-dian thingy..blame her..

hot chicks

2008-04-15T02:24:00.021+08:00

some people say it's weird for girls to check out other girls. guys might think you're a lesbian or they might think you have some brain problem. elo, it's so abnormal for a girl not to check out other girls ok? if a girl only likes to look at guys, it's either she's very horny or she's very very horny. that's the only 2 possibilities. (information from phoebe law's research center)

well, frankly speaking..i like to check out hot chicks more than looking at hot or cute guys. i have a big collection of leng lui photos. as in when i have the "oo..hot chick!!" thinking in my mind, i'll just right click on the photo and click save. ya..have almost 300 photos of some hot babes. irresistible,gorgeous,stunning,dazzling chicks!! and don't just focus on their boobs please! yalar..i like to see big boobs gals but i look at their faces too!! some are pretty some are cute..

sexy!!

woootss!!

saliva dripping...

natsuko tatsumi time!! SIZZLING HOT BABE!!

natsuko tatsumi!!! omg!!! i wanna bite her shoulder!! geez...i'm so horny man...

natsuko tatsumi..

don't smile to me like that!! and stop posing like that!! NO!!!! STOP IT~!!!!

can someone tell me how to get her contact??

if i'm a guy i'll tell her "hey baby,you're so sexy..and i wanna kiss you all over!!" i wish i could bite her lips..oh man.......

okay end of natsuko tatsumi photos..i'm gonna tfk with her photos..LOL!! just kidding...

okay lar..leah dizon time...or else someone will say leah dizon's so sexy and pretty also you don't post her photos...

yay!! she's da best!!

mmmm.....

end of leah dizon..actually i've got no fettish on her anymore..so..next!!

cute!

~~i like this chick..~~ i'm pretty sure she's natsuko tatsumi..so i don't like her!! i love herrrrrr!!

no idea why i like this photo much...

she's my desktop wallpaper for almost a month..

same goes to this...

korean chick...

ooo sexy mama~

haiyo..too many photos lar..very lazy to post =.=

-we're like romeo and juliet, fact leaves fate to find us-

random

2008-04-13T03:49:00.002+08:00

suddenly feel like writing something....lol...

don't sweat please..

english educated chinese are called bananas...

english educated indians are called mangosteen...

chinese educated ang mohs are called garlics..the skin is white color..after peel it off inside is yellow..i know it's quite impossible for an ang moh not to know how to speak english lar..

chinese educated negro are called erm...dunno what fruit is black on the outside but yellowish on the inside..can someone help me to figure it out??

english educated malays are called what?? hmm...i'll think of a fruit to describe them...

dunno what crap i'm trying to say..just a random post..sorry if i make you sweat... -_-''

kay ell

2008-04-12T22:21:00.006+08:00

went to kl on friday morning with pradeep. arrived in mid valley for brunch and after that shopping time..didn't shop much cause no money >.<
went to 1 utama after fetching pradeep home and after that i headed to dessert bar in casa tropicana.

i like the design of the place...

and the sweet service crew..mmm...

the dessert was so tempting that i forgot to take photo of it...=.= a photo of it after i've finished everything...lol...it's caramel banana crêpe,RM8..yummylicious!!!

orange smoothies, RM8...yum yum..

just visit their website lar or go there to taste it yourself..trust me,it's nice...Dessert's Bar

...

2008-04-09T03:47:00.003+08:00

somehow everything's over. has someone told you before that he promise he won't hurt you anymore but end up hurting you the most??

anyway..here's of what i'm scared of or phobia..
1. meeting up new people
2. beheading of iraq hostages (when i feel like dieting i can watch the videos..)
3. meeting up new people
3. meeting up new people
and the list goes on with the same "meeting up new people" sentence..

hmm...i dunno what to say...

till then...

-i wonder if he knows, he's all about i think at night-

Granc Gala 2008

2008-04-06T02:49:00.006+08:00

Granc Gala or Law Night - organized by law students of MMU Malacca. it's not some party for the law's lar..got nothing to do with me..i only have the surname Law but i ain't any law faculty student.
erm..don't have much management or law faculty friends. so just managed to snap a few photos. the performance by comedian Andrew Netto was the best. *thumbs up*

me and yee fan..feel like photoshopping the photos but very lazy cause i don't really photoshop my photos.. =.= so sorry cause need to torture your eyes...

weee~~me and ugendran..

i can play the piano after yee fan taught me on the spot..geng le???

yee fan, andrew netto and me...

me,darren and aya..zhor yong yau pou...hou hang fuk arrrr~ LOL

wish darren and yee fan all the best in tomorrow's micros competition...^^

-I've Built My World Around You, And I Don't Wanna Know What's It Like Without You-

horny

2008-04-05T02:40:00.006+08:00

no matter what i'm gonna blog about this. someone's getting really horny..just cool down dawg..

ya i'm referring to you!! the one sticking out your tongue during yum cha session in a horny way and with a horny face.

what happened 10.2035120255698 minutes ago.

Horny guy:phoebe law
Me: yes??
Horny guy:phoebe law siew pei...
Me:yesssss??apa mau??
Horny guy:saya mau itu itu...
Me: =.=ll wtf..what's itu itu??
Richard: WTF!! sound so wrong wei...
Me: =.= sound so horny wei...what the hellllllllllllll.........

okay..that's all for the post...thanks for reading...XD

-put your arms around me, baby, don't ever let go-

meeting strangers

2008-04-03T21:42:00.002+08:00

i'm afraid of meeting strangers or net friends. it's not because scared of them kidnapping me or drug me and put me into some prostitution place or even rape me.

it's the high expectation from me. i expect a lot from others. and i assume that they're the same as well. i'm not pretty or cute or any sexy babeh you see on the street. just a normal girl. meeting them up will somehow make me feel that i've disappointed some innocent people in the world again. (lol..world pulak..exaggerate to the max) so it's better not to meet up with net friends, right?

aiyo..actually i've no idea what i wanna write..stuuuupidddd..

listening to : george michael - careless whisper

-by nature, men are nearly alike;by practice,they get to be wide apart-

random post

2008-03-31T12:43:00.006+08:00

i need motivation for my studiessssss!! can someone please come and motivate me?? sobzz.

photos in "pillow bar". that's what yee fan told me -_-

Phee: where to go later??
YF: pillow bar..
Phee: huh?? pillow bar??
YF: ya..my housemates say got alot of pillows inside the place..
Phee: =.=

yes...really alot of pillows. and i go sniff one of the pillows cause i scared someone with "hongkong leg" used it before. lolzz.. retarded me...

kelvin with his milkshake

i like the environment but not the songs they play which is some stupid house songs.

at one point kelvin,pradeep and yee fan discussed about my feet. yesyes,small feet i have. and i remember mum asked me a question during midterm break..conversation in hokkien..

Mummy(tried my high heels): lu eh kah an ne seh eh meh? (your feet is so small wan meh??)
Me: si lahh...boh lu sah wah dua? (yalar..if not how big you think it is?)
Mummy: goh hou worr...wah pun eh cheng wor..(size 5 wor..i also can wear wor..)
Me: si lahhhhhh...(yes larrr)

somehow it is weird for a girl at my height to wear size 5 shoes. my mum is just 156cm(konon 156..should be 155cm but she insisted to say herself 156cm..just the 1cm difference =.=)
yaya..i'm a long leg+hand girl with small feet and small palms with tiny fingers. and there's once i asked my dad..

Me: daddy...you see my palms..very small lorhh...
Daddy: so small wan eh?? should have bigger palms loh...why so K wan??
Me: =.=ll what K? i'm your daughter le....

K means weird..but i'm very proud to have small palms and feet. i dunno why. =.=

-i'll be right by your side, to be alive, to be your guy-

darren's fan

2008-03-27T00:18:00.004+08:00

erm..should i say it??

*thinking very hard*

*scratching pubic hair*

omg..should i???

okay okay..here it goes..I'M A DARREN FAN!!!wooooohoooooo!!!! xoxo darren!!!

er..does it sound fake?? no right?? haiyo..of course no lar...=D

i'm gonna support you on that night don't worry!! although someone else asked me to go support him. muahahahaha!!! *evil*

anyway, to all the darren fans out there!!! please support darren on 6th of April in MMU Malacca Main Hall.

p/s: oi coba...pay me some advertising moneyyyy when you see this!! haha..just kidding...msn me too when you see this..if you don't then i'm gonna nudge you like giler babi in msn every single time i see you online...

midterm break

2008-03-24T02:14:00.007+08:00

nothing much happened during this midterm break. yum cha sessions with friends as usual. went kl on Thursday and went back ipoh on Friday.

with my BGF..seriously i love her so much...you can't imagine how much i love her...if i tell you that I'd die for her..do you trust me? okay..someone's gonna think that i am really a lesbian..haha..but ya..i'm BISEXUAL. =D

pretty june and me..i looked so pale after vomiting 2 times..yes, 2 times in time square..

you know what's the most fucked up thing that happened during this kl trip?? it's not the vomiting..it's the chinese aunty during lunch time that made me feel sad..here's what happened.

mr kam aka khim siong aka june's bf took us for lunch in some very expensive chicken + char siew rice shop which is somewhere near pudu after fetching me from pudu bus station. (and the chicken sucks!!!! char siew is not bad)

so after we've ordered the food, one aunty came to ask me "minum??"
then i said "oh...sudah" and she walked away.
after that june said "that's a chinese aunty..why is she asking you in malay??"
then i was like...oh right..why har?? cause i look like a malay now because of the way i dress up or i really do look like a malay?? what the *toooooot* no more swearing.....ahem ahem...

what's wrong with chinese wearing skinnies or carrot cut jeans and converse shoes huh?? fuck...did i just swear?? lolz...sorrryyyy

wanna thank june and mr kam for what have happened during thursday..yes i know..BOTH OF YOU ARE GOOD PEOPLE!!!! agree agree...

random photos.

vincent getting horny in the class...i was just trying to pull down the skeleton's pants but he took fungi's dick keychain and place it inside...tsk tsk..

bird nest on the tree inside the parking area. birds always come building nest in my house which i don't understand why.

-We need not feel ashamed of flirting with the zodiac. The zodiac is well worth flirting with.-

i'm emo

2008-03-15T23:03:00.002+08:00

i'm emo...for no reason i am emo...very funny right...

now i understand why people kept saying that girls have mood swings and they do according to their emotion...

things that i hate for now...
1. roxy. i used to love it so much until when everyone's wearing it or using roxy stuff..it's so annoying..
2. LV. it's not cool to own a LV wallet or LV bag cause you don't buy it with your hard earned money. for god sake, you're wasting parents money. spoilt brats!
3. have a DSLR. it's so uncool to own a DSLR cause everyone showing off what photos they can take or what lens they are using. such an expensive hobby.tsk tsk..buy it when you know how to earn money lar please....

that's it i can think for now...gonna think of 10 uncool stuff that teenagers or young adult do..
just a stupid blog to show i am emo..actually i am emo for something else..not about these uncool stuff..

injjjuuuurrriiiesssss

2008-03-06T02:18:00.003+08:00

it's been a long time i didn't get any injuries from playing sports. the last one was during form 1 and form 2 where i used to play netball for the school team. during that time i was GS or GK or even GA or GD,that's why i always hurt(or sprained) my thumb during defensing. hmm...let me think..yea..it was until 2 years back that i can finally bend my thumb again!!!!! yay!!

and today during volleyball time..fyi, when you start playing volleyball you'll always have bruises on your hands. and ya,finally i get to experience the pain..

left hand..poor thing..sob..

right hand isn't so serious...

and during dinner time, everyone was looking at my hands as if "I'M BEING TORTURED MATHA FUCKER!!!" words are tattooed on them. and suddenly i recall the time when i was having tuition in AAA(had my chemistry tuition there). there's this time where i hurt my right arm and got 2 very long wound on it and the hamsap + act cute + not handsome + he-think-he-has-sense-of-humour teacher asked me something bout it. i'll name him MR. AC aka act cute.
AC: are you having some family problem? (with a very pitiful eyes)
Phee: no..(voice that shows him i don't feel like talking)
AC: you sure?
Phee: positive.......(i'm gonna kill himmmm)
AC: okay lar then..if you have any family problem, you know right..child abuse,or someone torture you...you can always call the number..(i forgot what fucking number is that)..ok??(he did the OK sign)
Phee(with a kill-me-please smile): ya....sure..but i'm realllllly ok...........

so that was the lame story...and now i feel very geram whenever people keep looking at my hands..yalar...you don't have bruises like me lar..that makes me more special than you...happy??

-your love is the sweetest sin-

GACC 2008

2008-03-02T19:18:00.012+08:00

well, i'm not really an anime fan but it's cool to see erm..fat,short,not so pretty/handsome people cosplaying for this GACC event. sorry!! don't mean to offend you guys but i salute your bravery for dressing up like that. i'm serious.. SALUTE! very happy to see quite a number of leng luis in the event, i mean those who went to the event..not those cosplay girls.

random photos...

star wars!!! omg! they are killing batman!! now we shall see who is the winner..

some characters in bleach..

er..cool??

HG!! don't go!!!

counter strike!! a very outstanding cosplay of the day. he's always busy posing..

don't shoot me!! cool aight??

princess is running away~~ bring her back to me!!!

VIP of the day - Masakazu Morita. the voice actor of Ichigo of bleach and Tidus of Final Fantasy X. (photo not clear cause i'm not using DSLR..sorry..)

actually of all the cosplay, this is the one that i like most..feel so geram when i see him~~ wahaha..HARD GAY!!! HOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

Phee (touches HG's arm) : can i take a photo of you?
HG: ya sure..what pose do you want? this?? (the pose in the photo)
Phee: er...okay..

what a question!!! how to answer?? can shake your ass for me?
anyway, his pants isn't tight and it's too long. that makes him not that sexy and not that gay! he should shake his ass more when he walks. wahaha...just do it like the HG's way man!! and i didn't hear him saying "HHHOOOOOOOOOO!!!" but never mind..i still love him..XD

menstruation

2008-03-02T01:57:00.000+08:00

it's the few days of every month that i hate much - menstruation. why does God have to create menstruation for the females?? why not for the male?? grrrr!!! *scratch head*

why not something else for us? maybe the boobs will grow few inch bigger for just a few days?? guys will surely love it - surgery free and natural. and i'm sure i'll be very delight in having the bigger boobs for just the few days. wahaha!

or maybe pussy go smelly for few days?? not a good idea though..

or maybe....maybe we'll experience pubic hair fall for few days?? just like autumn time where leaves fall. sure every girl will be happy to take photos during that period of time..we don't wanna be like cecelia cheung!! er...ooopppsss...

or maybe other things that are not so annoying like the one we(girls) are facing now. blood flowing out of the pussy, blood drip down when bathing or peeing,menstrual pain or sometimes PMS. i seriously hate this feeling. grrr!!!*pulling off my hair*

imagine guys having menstruation...hmm..he..hehe....*giggles* something nasty coming out of my mind...so imagine it yourself.

CNY post 2

2008-02-15T21:15:00.007+08:00

chinese new year photos again...wahahah.....

girls just wanna have fun!

it's us again...and wai keat the faggot!! LOLz.. my face is so red..gosh..

mei yee,yee wei n me in mei yee's house on chor 3...

1st time went mei yee's house with yee wei. wahaha..we are very nostalgic people you see,so most of the stuff that we talked about were primary and high school stuff..hehe...btw, yee wei is my primary school friend, mei yee is my form 4 n 5 classmate...very glad to meet them up because mei yee will be back to bali on early march..and i'm going to bali this july to meet her again~ wahaha...actually main purpose is to go shopping!!! lol...

taken with yee fan in pure bar...why do i put this photo under cny post?? erm..it's still chinese new year right?? ngek ngek...

it's a surprise to see miang tupai's "gal" in pure bar...haha...still girlish as always...LOL..anyway,it's kok hong and me...

and ya...last night saw someone unexpected in pure bar...and he's yee fan's friend..guess who he is???

a very big OMG!!!! dear KOOKOO!!!! it's your brotha in pure bar!!! LOLZ~~ with his usual lansi face again...only if i can slap him on his face...grrrr!!!!

-I've drowned in you,and I won't pull through-

happy birthday richard!!

2008-02-14T11:46:00.014+08:00

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richard the birthday boy~

happy birthday to you,you were born in the zoo,with the tigers and lions~~and a MONKEY like you!! ya it's u,RICHARD LIM!!!! hahaha...just joking.....anyway,just wanna wish you a very happy birthday, and hope that you'll have a splendid birthday and valentine's day celebration. =)

celebrated richie's birthday in Taro, it's in dataran pahlawan and beside McD...photos taking session~

the birthday boy and his gal,von...

terrorist~ i know you learn the look from achmed.."SILENCE!! I KILL YOU!!" XD

apple and berries sparkling juice...

3rd attempt..1st and 2nd attempt failed...

acting stupid..

why do i look like the one having birthday?? hmm..

the brokeback mountain story continuesss...
Starring Pradeep Selvarajah and Eric Goh. Coming soon in cinemas on 29th of February 2008.
so mun leong and khai yang,think you guys need to wait for 3rd episode already lar..3rd episode of brokeback will be starring Ho Mun Leong and Tan Khai Yang...
pity seet...sigh...girls kissing nvm lar..guys...tsk tsk...

everyone do cacated pose...eric still hungers for pradeep's kisss.....

wahaha...you know what we gonna do with the candles!!

candles attack~~ cucuk as many candles as you can!! richard and von look cute.. =)

richard's birthday cake being penetrated by so many candles..kesian the cake!

i ciao for CJ7 after we sang birthday song..so i didn't know what happened next..
grow up boy~we'll always be there for you when you need us..xoxo!! let's go visit uncle lim junior this saturday! LOL

-it's fate that bring us together-

CNY post

2008-02-11T23:16:00.000+08:00

hi ya'll~ it's very happy to celebrate cny but sad thing is i'm already back in malacca on chor 5. so sad k!! grrrr!! seriously i had a very happy week. a lot of activities and going home at 5am made me get screwed up by parents.lololol...let photos show u how happy i was during last week...ngek ngek..

1st day of meeting up with june and karen in erm..dunno what's the name of the place =.=...

on the very same day with june..both acting cute while eating siu pao..

due to the shortage of memory space in karen's digi cam..ahem ahem..very few photos were taken...

went to sing k with june and karen in k box..

karen,june n me...

one song that i'll recommend to you guys when u go for karaoke...try justin timberlake's sexy back..the song is so fast that you need 3 person to sing it..and it's fucking funny!!!or izzit our tongue are too slow?? lol...have no idea...next time try it out k?? we really had a good laugh bout it...muahahaha.....

1st night in sincero on 1st day of cny....

from left..kenny,cayvian,me,karen beside me,wai keat in front of karen and chang yaw the red shirt guy...and behind chang yaw is adrian..

me and karen~~we lurve this photo...ngek ngek~

met christy,may and many more friends on that night..some of the photos are with adrian..will upload it later...

2nd night in sincero..too bad didn't get to take photo with kah wai(a guy)..sob..

su wei, june,me,karen n suki~ some of our photos are with erm...dunno who..=.=

cute cute mario~,me,june n karen....

was very happy on that night because i saw caryn and siew hong!!! at 1st me n june mistakenly thought caryn was kah wai's(a girl) younger sister..haha..

3rd night of cny - beach party, the lost world(sunway)
june,carey,me and karen...at 1st wanna wear something like karen's dress to the party wan lorhh...but someone said wanna throw me into water and so i dun dare to wear loh...you know who you are larhhh~hmpf!!!

ignore the white shirt girl on the left...june and carey the big boobs gals(carey!!stop showing off ur cleavage!!i know it's biggg n deeeppp!! LOL), me n karen the erm..medium boobs gals...LOL!!

cacated pose!!!
june: oooo...what's that??
karen: mmm...looks cute ehh...
carey: like that also cute ar?? looks geli loh...
phoebe:eh...fly over there ald la doinksssss....look that side la 3 mata sepet!!

karen (yeah pose),carey with dunno what pose,june(power rangers pose) and me with the be-quiet pose..

karen n me...i love this photo...hehe...

overall i spent almost 240 bucks on beer and liquor..sigh...200 sumthing..i can use that for other better purposes!!! but nvm la..cny only come once a year.. =)

other activities were going taiping to visit relatives..and now only i realize that my aunt and uncle are already great grandparents at their 70's...LOL! 1st time i saw 4 to 5 babies in the house...phew...had gambling in relatives house...went yum cha and so on...

a lot of photos are with friends..so will upload it next time k...

still wanna wish everyone happy chinese new year again..and hope you guys have a lot of ang pau and give me one if you can...lolol...till then...xoxoxo!!!

-take these chances,we'll make it somehow-

HapPy cHinESe NeW yEAr!!!

2008-02-01T23:41:00.000+08:00

am going back ipoh tomorrow..yahhhhhhoooooo!!! feel abit tiring of driving back ipoh after just one week's stay in malacca but am really looking forward to this chinese new year~ have no idea why is that. haha..anyway, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR guys~~ gong hei fatt choy arrrr~~ xoxo!!

-This time we're not givin up, let's make it last forever-

dilemma

2008-01-29T18:18:00.000+08:00

hi everyone..welcome back to mmu for a brand new semester and in case you are same with me...congrats!!! coz it's our last semester in mmu!! wahahahaha...

but fucking sad that i am in a dilemma on whether to buy a digital camera or a cell phone which has quite nice camera. or another option is to buy both where i'll get a nice digi cam and a lousy cell phone. can someone give me some opinion???

fucking TNB..just now was about to click "Publish Post" and pop!! no electricity...=.=

-you cut me open and i keep bleeding,keep keep bleeding love-

maldives - the paradise

2008-01-03T11:51:00.000+08:00

lately i've been checking the air fare and resort rate in maldives. it's such a wonderful place!!! oh my...i've known maldives for quite long but never really think of going there. if you want to travel yourself, 1st you need to prepare a bloody RM6k++ for MAS!!! #$%$&*%@#% or you can take SIA for the cheapest fare that i found is RM2k++ for a person. fyi, both of them depart at the same date and arrive at the same date. RM4k difference?? what the fishy...but if you are taking SIA you need to depart from singapore lar...and i hope i can go there for my honeymoon~~ but everything in maldives is so expensive!!!! although the currency is small,everything is counted in USD. cheapest resort is at least USD 150 and above. =.=

anyway..i just want to show you guys photos of maldives...

hmm....

lovely....

if i ever have a chance to go maldives, that's the resort i wanna stay in!!

crystal clear~~

and how i wish i can have a lunch just like in the photo..the sound of the wave,the breezy wind,a nice meal,and most important of all - your soulmate....ahhh...paradise~

and how i wish i can go maldives for honeymoon with the one i spend the rest of my life with..so sweet~~!!

-everything has its beauty but not everyone sees it-

last day of new year

2007-12-31T13:17:00.000+08:00

it's the last day of 2007 and all MMU-ians must be studying at home or having exam. how sad is that right?? sigh...

what happened during year 2007?? erm, seriously i don't have much sweet memories about it and i can't recall what i did in the entire year. okay, i make many new friends - joe,lennon,yee fan,ghee onn,edmund,sherling,kian ming,hubert, ann,pei pei and many more.(very lazy to type out all lar..)

january - can't remember what happened during january. i think is sister bought new car.vincent's birthday~(sorry lar...my bad)

february - got my car and first time drove from ipoh to malacca. had a very normal valentines day. richard's birthday~

march - can't remember anything special happened. kester's birthday~

april - also nothing much. dog and dear june's birthday~

may - the end of happy life 'cause hell is just ahead!! forgotten bout kelvin's birthday! so sorry!! i'll remember it next year. mom bought new car.

june until september- industrial training is the hell. haha. got to know all the new friends during that period of time. every weekend went pure bar or sunshine. and TADAH~!! my birthday on 8th of august. celebrated my birthday on 28th of july at kelvin's house. got a secret recipe cake from someone(he claimed that he just came back from sg and straight rush to secret recipe and then my house.ouhhh....how sweet is that??*feel loved*) sister went hk and bought back a lot of stuff.willie and karen's birthday in june, sister's birthday in july, dad and cousin bro's birthday in august

october - went phuket and penang, got my credit card(why do i get it so late?? 'cause during alpha,beta and gamma time i told my dad "no need larhh...get the card for what??" very clever of you phoebe law~) dad went erm..dunno what place in china for some business purpose. drove dad's car back to malacca for presentation(1st time drove his car on the highway~)

november - 2 aunts went in hospital because of virus infection(hope they are ok now),change fom prepaid to postpaid(shhh..don't tell my parents. i pay for the bill myself >.<) went genting for e-genting prize giving ceremony. congrats lee way for getting a merit in the competition and got a deluxe genting room and 2 outdoor ticket for free~so i say thank you 1st, sure 1 of the outdoor ticket is for me wan larhh..i always know you are so good to me~~wahahahahaha~~~eldest sis' and pradeep's birthday~

december - drove to kl twice in a week.1st was for shopping and 2nd time was to fetch willie from klia and pradeep back to happy garden. got high for 2 times,1st in hartamas,2nd in eric's house.mama's brithday~ 1 of my hammies pass away 2 nights ago.RIP fei lou~

many things happened lar...some are sweet,some are sad.can't recall everything and list them down. and during this semester, i have lost count on how many times i have flu and get sick.
the saddest thing happened last night 'cause got a very very bad news from friend. don't feel like mentioning it here but all i can say is "appreciate your life and live it to the fullest"! and one thing about year 2007 is that, i'm happy that God give me another year to live. so i wanna say thank You here. ^^

-IPOH-
i miss ipoh so much. 1st is my home. what i miss:
parents, sister, mom's cooking,my bed,the sofa and tv,the smell of lamp berger once i step in the house,the black and white stray dogs behind my house,parents' laughter,dad's jokes,dad's car

food in ipoh:
taugeh ayam,kuey teow soup,cheese+chicken in ABC,cha siew pau, cha siew outside my house,uncle burger's burgers, pumpkin pau in bercham, salted chicken in town area, all the "liu" in 'tit sin' road and old town, hong kong dim sum, vegetarian shop near my house, curry chicken pau in old town, bercham's steamboat(too many to mention and i m fucking hungry now!!!!)

people in ipoh:
queenie~and friends in ipoh. hope they are having holiday when i go back so i can meet them up.

hope everyone has plans for tonight!! at least go out for a walk or what ok?? don't suck stone at home or in the room!!

WELCOME YEAR 2008~!!!! and Happy New Year folkssssss~~ xoxo

-Give a man a fish, and you feed him for a day. Teach a man to fish, and you feed him for a lifetime.-

i miss home!!

2007-12-30T01:16:00.001+08:00

seriously, i miss home a lot. don't know if you can understand my feeling now. i really wanna go home more than anything else! more than going for a shopping spree or a vacation in other country with friends. i just want home!!! and i miss going for vacation with my parents, 'cause it's been a long time since we last went overseas for vacation together. and seriously, i don't feel like studying now.

-mama and papa, i miss you so so much!!!-

new year celebration??

2007-12-28T10:17:00.000+08:00

christmas was 3 days ago and now we are counting down to year 2008! time flies and somehow i wish it will stop now. i really don't wish to grow up and see everything around me changing. God~can you hear my wish???? i hope You can hear it but i know it's impossible that God can fulfill everyone's wishes. whatever......(when i say whatever or anything means i am abit of the emo...und??)

anyway,let's talk about christmas celebration.was suppose to celebrate in kl with sugath. something happened in hartamas on the 21st when i was in kl on the 20-22,which was last week.erm..got high after drinking in some bar in hartamas and was talking with sugath about going kl for christmas. actually i wanted to go but just...erm..stayed back in malacca for someone and you should know who you are. haha..so everyone decided to come back malacca since it's the final year already. so we went to this place name Rock'nRoll for dinner. a very cozy place and i like the decoration inside~hehe.. some photos of that night. why are we taking so few photos?? damn...

eric tek tek, me and pradeep

camera man always don't say 1,2,3 before taking photo. see, that's the result for not saying 1,2,3!

the lovely couple...richard and von....

everyone was in the photo except eric..."no photo taking inside here..nah..just joking" - by Mr. Mark(owner of the place)..ya..very funny~

salad~

eric's new zealand sirloin steak..

kelvin's 3 piece chicken??? can't remember the name but i remember kelvin mentioning it to the waitress "er..can i change mine to 3 piece chicken??"

pradeep's toasted cheese bread

and finally my cajun fish fillet..yum yum~~

all the food there were really nice...mine was 22 bucks..sirloin steak is 26 bucks?? or 30 bucks?? abit ex but there's no government tax or service charge...so everything is consider as quite cheap lar..

after dinner we headed to vincent's place and someone lose to vincent's brother in a football game!!!!! wahahaha...after vincent's house was eric's place...and seet!!! why you kept asking me to drink!!!! see lar~~ i got high and was the 1st one to KO and slept on eric's bed for 2 hours or more!!!!! okay lar...don't blame you..i'm the one who cannot drink lar..haha..seriously i'm not as good as last time. nowadays can't really drink much..and so...i miss out all the fun because of KO-ing. and miss out the break dance of pradeep..dang~~~!!!!

-JAP-
someone came back from japan 2 days ago and i know his heart is still in japan. haha..coz everyday he is looking at the photos taken in japan!!!! he said guys should go japan coz you can see alot of girls wearing hot pants or mini skirt even it's winter time..and who said no hot chicks in japan?? he said alot of girls who are prettier than ayumi hamasaki or any AV girls in porn.i wanna go~~!!! when will it be my turn to go??grrrr!!!! he bought back quite alot of junk food for me..

the junk food that you see here cost around rm120.i ate 1 packet already lar..

onigiri~~

and i love this one~~ pearl mask!!wahaha...it's around rm80.

stuff there are not cheap except for the cars and cell phones. food are damn expensive!! one very normal and cheapest ramen cost rm30. nice ones can cost around 50-60 bucks. ahh~

so...any plan for new year's eve?? guess everyone will say "wanna study lar...exam wei!" fuck that lar plssss.......

-hope mama got the christmas+birthday card already...mama, i love you much!*muaxxxxxx*-

klia - kl

2007-12-20T06:38:00.000+08:00

someone's gonna miss me badly,you know who you are.wahaha!!! don't miss me too much okay?? you're gonna see me in kl on friday..promise i'll spend some time on dinner or whatever with you IF i have finish doing my shopping lar..muahahah...

gonna be in kl for the next few days.later need to send willie to klia so that he can catch up with his flight at 11am..someone's going JAPAN!!!! there's where i always want to beeeeee~~~ not only for the food..but maybe for the technologies. too bad i can't go this time coz it's way tooo expensive for me!!! sigh...who wanna sponsor me 6k..RM6k~ anyone?? never mind, i'm happy enough to get snacks imported from japan. ngahahaha!!

anything...sms me or call me k?? especially the one who is gonna miss me too much for today...hehe...wish everyone has a nice weekend. =)

cute pup!!

2007-12-17T17:46:00.000+08:00

omg~~ this puppy is so so so KEEEEEWWWWWTTTTT!!! it whistlessss!!

and this husky's owner thought this pup can do like the other pup...but too bad..the pup only howls when he/she heard someone howling.

JOEY G 'n GLYNN in the house!

2007-12-14T14:55:00.000+08:00

i'm so happpiieeeeee~~ get to see joey g again!! oklar...say me sampat or whatever. i'm not staying in kl so i don't get to go maison every week and get to see him every week. come and think of it..if every week i get to go there and see him spin..hmm..will be quite bored right?? so i'm happy enough to see him once in a while. it's more exciting and fresh~lalala~~last night get to know a dj from the loft - glynn. he said he's from Manchester and he loves asian girls. what are you trying to hint huh big guy?? *blush* and oh..he kissed my cheeks when i wanna leave and it's weird though. asians don't really do that. and ya..he gave me his phone number. wahaha..but don't think i'm gonna text him when i am in kl.bluek!

last night was quite packed. erm...quite a number of hot chicks but got no handsome. so sad..saw jennifer(according to someone, she's f**king sluttaaayyyyyyy), the 3 big boobs gals(as usual), and a lot of mmu students(as usual too).

photos photos~~

joey g spinning..

glynn n me..

pradeep n me..

pradeep,me n eric...i love the necklace from diva veli veli muchhh..thanks dear june n darling karen~muaahhh!!

3 idiotss..

pradeep n me again...

von,richard,pradeep n me...

glynn,me n joey

joey n me

what was funny is before we wanna leave pure bar, richard tried to get number from joey. okay,he got it successfully. then he wanna get number from glynn. then i tell glynn, no. he asked me why and i replied him "'cause he wanna gay with you". then he looked at richard n say "oh no,no!!" muahahahahaa!!!

n ya..a few fellas said last night i look cute. wahahah..n someone said i look hawt with the mole at the somewhere you know where. yesyes..knew it long time ago..LOL!! FUCKING PERASAN!!! sorry lar, actually i also cannot tahan my own perasan-ness..muahahah..

- i-feel-i'm-so-cute-night -

shemale??

2007-12-08T01:00:00.000+08:00

izzit because i talk too loud like a guy?? or izzit because i don't act like a girl?? someone kept saying that i m not a girl and telling others "oh shitt...she's a guy wei.." ahem..you know who your are!! but bet you won't be reading my blog. ha!! u ding dong dumbledore dumbasssssss!!!!! do i look like a guy so much or izzit because i talk like a guy or what?? =.=ll omg...i'm so saddddddddddd~~ sob..and it makes me more sad when i look into the mirror. i..i.......i saw a kidddd!!!
ok..here's a photo i just took. n god!! look at my stupid hair~ now the difference is so big!! the length of my hair..

someone said it's special..or the odd one out~~ yesyes..my ass..one side shorter than the other..SO DAMN CACATED!!!! never mind..i'll kill steve as soon as i get back to ipoh..and my fringe..i hate it to be cut this way...why?? because i don't have a CUTE face and i need to act cute with it!!! *geram*

=.= =.= =.=

2007-12-01T16:20:00.001+08:00

i got nothing to update in my blogggiiieeeeee~~ i'm so sadddddddddd...omg..i feel that i'm so lifeless. everyday is just like a zombie going to the classes and sitting in front of the comp counting how much pubic hair i have. arrggghhh!!!! u tell me larhhhh..got what to do?? other than reading news and downloading movies from the net. watch porn?? so fucking sieeennn!! play friendster?? more sieennn!! helpppp~~ should grab my sis's harry potter along before i come back malacca. damn.. can someone please come and entertain me?? anyoneeeee............. =.=

emo times 3

2007-11-19T00:39:00.000+08:00

okay, since kelvin is writing a emo blog, i'm gonna write one too. actually have been quite emo for a few days but neither have i showed it out to anyone nor telling anyone close. hmm...guess that i can cope with my own feelings.

these few days found out the truth about few fellas - their real faces and attitude of them. one word to describe them - SCUMBAGS!!!!! why do i say so?? okie..i'll tell you a situation and u judge whether the fella is good or evil. so this guy, i name him MR. A.. well, he asked his 2nd gf to accompany him to buy some quite expensive pressie for his 1st gf and claimed that it was just for some friend. later on, the 2nd gf found out the truth. (actually all of his friends know that there is the existence of the 2nd gf but the MR. A tells everyone that she is just a friend. fuck him!) grrrr!!!! why are there such guys in this world??? omfg!!!! god should send some angels down to earth,hunt those liars and kick their ass!!! i think the fella has a lot of gfs and he's still going after other girls..ahhhh~~!!!! i swear to the motherly divine god that i won't trust this kinda people anymore!!!! @@

i know i am always judging people. ya, i'm not that good either. mean,materialistic,arrogant,whatelse?? i never say that i don't tell lies, but have a limit lar pleaseeee!!! i hope that he has a religion to tell him that telling lies is a nono because after he die, god will send him to hell and cut his tongue off!! hm...no..that's too nice to him. should perforate a few holes on his tongue and pour one packet of salt on it!! then after that pour lemon juice on it and after that pour hot water on it!! then wait for the tongue to heal and do the same thing over and over again for at least 100 years!!!!!!!!! i can think of many evil ways to treat this kinda people..but i am afraid that i will scare u guys off..haha..so..forget bout it lar...lol...

-now you've seen the evil me. no??-

woots i'm back!

2007-11-12T19:09:00.000+08:00

i'm happy to be back!!!muahaha!!the feeling of writing blog again,hmm..it's hard to describe what is my feeling now.feel fresh,feel stupid for stop writing blog because of someone.okay..bet u r wondering y did i stop blogging...erm...it's because i dun wana update my personal life n let the person sees it..ha!stupid me..whatever..just glad that i'm blogging again..everyone~~give a round applause to phoebe law~~!!

phoebe: thank you every1 for ya support..it's unbelievable but believe it that i'm BACK!! 1st i wana thank my parents..*fans cheering* fans on the hill~~thank you!!! ahem..2nd i wana thank blogspot for giving me the chance to blog again..without your support..i won't be here~thank you!!!

okay larr..cut the crap.no cock 'n bull stories but photos...photos from phuket trip..

lobsterssssss~~that's the king of lobster..nice ass he got there...er..or she..whatever..

von,richard,eric,me n seet..camera man is willie - waiting to go for island hopping..1200 baht per person..

von,richard,seet n me on the Phi Phi island~~

still on phi phi island..see the ang moh's chest...wooooooo~~can i grab you bobo sir??er..i mean your chest..

von(jumping), richard(jumped successfully but the face erm..looks like suffering n damn stress), eric(stoning..dude..jump larrr..), willie(jump til damn happy horr..) and tadah~that's me..reaction is the slowest wan lar but still better than eric..muahaha...

forgot the name of this place..no fish around the area coz the seawater contains water that flows down from those mountains so it's not salty enuff for the fishiiesss to survive there..

in erm..dunno what island..

oh phoebe on the bed yeah~ ss photo before going to patong beach..chee kin asked when he saw this photo.."this girl is from thailand??" =.='' what the miao miao..do i look like thai?? omfg~!!

patong beach~ no people around coz it's gonna rain soon..see the sky? after it rained willie,me,eric,richard n von went for jet skiing..

pink nipple anyone?? see the sentence "Make nipples color soft" ahh..after applying cannot let bf see ur nipple k?? it's dangerous to do so coz ur nipple will be so pinkish that ur bf will want to suck it off!!!! no nipple no milk..nipples r important for a girl..wtf i'm talking about?? =.= anyway, it's suitable for guys n girls and it's only 189 baht!! fucking cheap!! saw it in Boots pharmacy..

end of phuket trip photos...

adeline,me with the uncle specs(wai keat's specs) and stupid hair, wai keat in pure bar on saturday nite..

so that's all for my 1st post after such a long time.. =)

won't be updating my blog

2007-07-23T00:14:00.000+08:00

hmm...sorry guys..i won't be updating my blog for quite some time..maybe few months, maybe half a year, maybe 1 year...or maybe won't be updating my blog forever...for those who always come and read my blog..thanks for your support..i know some of you are disappointed and maybe sad over why i don't wanna update this blog anymore...actually, no particular reason lar..hmm...everyone just take care k..life goes on and cheers..

a happy saturday

2007-07-15T09:09:00.000+08:00

came back from work at 2.30pm..chat with friends for awhile and went to mahkota parade with kelvin and jia hong for some shopping (but end up didn't buy anything) and meet up with vincent in dataran pahlawan 'cause after sometime hanging in mp we went pahlawan..after shopping we went to seoul garden for dinner at 6.30pm...and of course is to wait for somebody..*ahem*...

at 7.30pm or maybe later a bit wai seng called me up and ask me where m i..and after 10.335 seconds i saw him coming with tze ting(ahhhh~~very cute girl ehhhh~~!!!!).. she's very cute and shy...maybe 1st time meeting us larhh that's why....but never mind...more chances of meeting her in the future...wahahaah...you get what i mean?? *ahem*

smoe photos of us..too bad vincent ciao earlier and didn't get to take photos with us..

from left..wai seng(leng zai), tze ting(pretty n cute) and me(whatelse?? fugly lar..sob..n fat!!)..

from left...tze ting,wai seng,kelvin,jia hong and me..

that's me again of course..i duno y i did that...hmm....getting horny i guess...lol....joking joking..

nandos and IT fair

2007-07-08T17:03:00.000+08:00

woke up at 12.30pm today..grr!! still feel tired now..after this post gonna take a nap before going for dinner..i know i know..PIG!!! yes, phoebe is a pig..wahaahaha...

went nandos for lunch with the same gang as last night, and after nandos was gai gai.. and after gai gai was IT fair in main hall...as it is the last day of IT fair, you can see lots of people buying stuff..i got no money, so there ain't anything tat i can afford to buy..(left 1 buck in my wallet ni...pityy~~!!!) richard bought one 2gb pendrive for 57 bucks...

photos in nandos...

von and me

rich, von, me and seet..kelvin was the cameraman..

from left, me,rich and kelvin..both of them are gaying..notice the words on their shirts??

trying to eat the drumstick like a barbarian..

someone commented bout something about this photo of mine..

nin nin nin nin~~!! guys like nin nin..lol..

i want bumblebeee~~~

2007-07-08T03:26:00.000+08:00

okay...kelvin...bumblebee is mine k??not urs....hahaha....he's MINE~~!!!! haha..anyway, went to watch transformers in MBO with richard,von,seet and seet's friends...someone ffk lar....don't want to mention who lar...hahaha....
the movie is nice...i'll give it 9 out of 10...can say is the movie of the year...wahaha...but then ending part a bit erm...not that nice lar.... after movie went to limbongan for dinner...

well, had an interesting night with the companion of YCKs and haha...had a lot of funny stories from richie..wahaha...sissy sisssy~~~~ ei rich, where's ur best friend?? lol...

me going to buy popcorn..

kelvin curi snap my photo..kakaka..

垃圾..

2007-07-04T08:13:00.000+08:00

没有你,
就像牙膏没有牙刷,
没用处,
是废物,
是垃圾,
喜欢你,
我爱你,
是否你听到吗,
对不起你,
我认我是贱人

hmm...haha...trying to write an emo song...lol...i know the lyrics sucky lar...wahahah...btw..not yet finish wan k..

estebel is my favourite..

2007-07-01T13:06:00.000+08:00

muax muax muax estebel~~!!

yesterday night someone *ahem* (you know who you are) passed me something..and it's quite the same as what i had in mind.. someone bought me estebel stuff... 2 estebel facial cleanser and 1 estebel toner.... well, the things are not cheap..maybe around 300 bucks or more than that...so i never take it but instead asked him to sell it to his customers..

don't want him to buy me something so expensive...money is hard to earn okay?? i know i told you before that i love estebel stuff, but that doesn't mean i want it so much... so don't ever give me something so expensive...i have heart problem wan eh...don't want myself to die in your hands lar k?? haha...

boring post

2007-06-30T17:57:00.000+08:00

i'm very the sad when i think of my birthday..it falls on the industrial training period *piakkkkk*... tis means it's tearing my heart..but that's not the main point...when someone told me 8th of august is the start of midterm break..the sentence was like a disaster to me!!..

then my heart goes like.."brooonggggg brooonggggg!!" then "piannnngggg!!" then "piang piang piang!!!"1st wan means thunder...2nd wan means heart broken...3rd wan means pieces of my heart falling on the ground..wamiaoehhh!!! so sad case!!!! wth...already not much people around during industrial training..now midterm break!!!! will be souless in mlc k?? *piang piang piang continues*

i want a happening celebration for my 21st birthday~ so now have to plan to celeb it earlier..okay..here's a list of what i want..

anna sui's new perfume..

a tous ring..which is quite impossible..*ahem* *hinting*

many things that i want..hard to list down also...the most important thing is i want to celeb in a house or hotel room that's with a pool!!!!i wanna get everyone drunk!!!wahahahaha...liquor...bed..sofas...a pool...ahhh....sounds so comfy..haha..

n ya...sorry for the weirdness i have recently...i kept on telling friends i m facing some mental problem..but everyone is telling me it's not mental problem...haha...mood swings i guess..and june..i will fight the weirdness don't worry..BEAT!!!! FUCK YOU WEIRDNESS!!!!i will remember those words..and one day we shall go on top of the hill and shout it to the world k???hehe...that's a promise...or go to some beach together..really thanks a lot for hearing me out and comforting me..n also cheering me up..wahaha..best friend that i've ever met..muakkksss...

累了

2007-06-26T18:39:00.000+08:00

近来知道得罪了朋友..那也好,至少可以让他长大..让他懂得这是一个怎样的世界..他刚体会到的东西..我n年前已懂了..人生还有好长的一段路啊朋友.

有时候懂自己的朋友背叛了自己,但我也装傻扮mong..宁愿相信自己没听过也不懂..至少不会失去了一个知己..所以很多时候我都把事情收在心里..我也懂当我把一个人当成了"兄弟"..其实不用说对不起,大家心里也懂对方在想什么..什么不爽就说出来..希望在读我部落格的你(你该懂你是谁吧..不用画公仔画出肠)知道我在说什么..

现在的我才知道原来用华语写blog是很好玩..不懂的人是时候去学华语了..wahaha..(now only i found out that writing blog in mandarin is fun..for those who don't understand,it's time for you to learn the language..wahaha..)

不要理会我..近来的我都很down..看得出吗? 应该看不出吧..我把自己的心情掩饰得很好了..不要写了..累了..

no more new frens for me

2007-06-26T08:12:00.000+08:00

i don't wana know anyone new...so don't introduce new friends to me...
think i should be alone for this few months..just stick to my old friends..think that would be better? sounds pathetic?? no..i think that's the best for me...
now i wish i have a car crash n i can sleep inside the hospital for few days or 1 week...bahh...duno what else to say...

讨厌现在的我

2007-06-25T19:06:00.000+08:00

我讨厌现在的我.总觉得我并不在做着自己.好想找回原本的我,可是我做不到.
犯贱..很好的字来形容我..我怎么了? 我也不懂..很想要离开地球到一个没有人懂我的地方.
很多时候很想做某些事情,但却害怕失去了才会后悔. 不做某些事情,却怕自己错过了一个人或东西.很矛盾对吧?
对自己绝望了..是绝望而不是失望..可见我觉得自己多失败吧..
好想抛开一切..什么人也不爱,什么事情也不想,什么事情也不做..那该有多好..别发梦了phoebe..sigh..
讨厌长大后的我..跟小时候的我很大差别..以前的我(小时候)- 要就是要,不要就是不要..
现在的我- 要或不要也不懂..不要的东西不懂怎么丢掉..要的东西不赶开口..为的都是身边的人,一切都想他们要的是什么,而不是我要的是什么..为的都是他们的感受..被人牵着鼻子走也无所为了..
以后的日子是怎么样的呢?我不想知道..见步行步咯..
simple yet complicated girl is not the type of good gf..just like me..懂了吗?

roadtards

2007-06-19T21:34:00.000+08:00

okay..in case you don't know what roadtards are..ROADTARDS = retarded drivers.
grrr!!! i want to kill all the roadtards who are taking their own sweet time and driving slower than a tortoise!!!!!! imagine tortoise can walk faster than them~ *geram X10000.06854*
totally agree with what karen said "argh~! i wan a laser gun to shoot down all those pplz who drive slow!!..lolx "

i wish i have gun in my hand everytime i drive. so that whenever i see a roadtard, i can BANG!! head shot!!! muahahahaha...when i think of it..i feel so happy..okay....i know i m crazy..thanks for reminding... =)

you know sometimes when you are in a hurry to go some place, there will always appear one roadtard in front of you. sounds familiar?? 'cause now every morning when i drive to work and especially when i am already late, TADAHHH!!! one roadtard appear just in front of my car. *pluck + scratch hair* it's not the problem of slow also you know. like today, there's this fucking kelisa right in front of my car driving as slow as a tortoise or slower. but it's not the problem of the speed dammit!!!! it's the fella don't know how to drive and don't know when to brake. the motorcycle is so far away from him(10 feet away from him okay?? ahem ahem)and he kept on stepping on the stupid brake! *geram* you think your car is what?? aeroplane ar?? wth....

i wonder when the government will make a new rule - "people who drive too slow(for example 30km/h)on the fast lane will be fined RM30" then all the roadtards will turn to F1 drivers except for those old gong gong and popo la...imagine 70 yrs old gong gong driving F1..
-______-''

air bali

2007-06-16T20:10:00.000+08:00

okay..i think vincent is going to write the same post as me..haha....

you might think what's wrong with air bali...so let me tell you now...

AIR BALI MAKES PEOPLE GET DRUNK EASILY!!!

so don't ever drink 2 glasses of air bali at once...it makes you drunk and you'll be talking like nuts...

haha...anyway...it's crap lar...no such thing k?? don't trust what i write here....kakaka....only vincent will know what happened... =)

terrible days..

2007-06-14T20:22:00.000+08:00

okay..so my story of tuesday goes like this. during lunch time, me,wei yeow and wei kuang went out to datarn pahlawan for lunch. at 1st we wanted to had lunch at the shoplots beside mahkota parade, so wei kuang parked the car beside the shop lots. after realizing that the food is quite ex, we headed for the food court in dataran pahlawan( so tiring to walk with high heels and under the hot sun!!). we went back to the car after lunch and after coming out from the car park, just in front of mahkota parade, in just 1 second's time, wei kuang bang a proton car and the car bang a hyundai's ass. i had no idea what had happened!! (coz i was sitting behind and bz smsing) hak sei ngor lar~~~~ and we were suppose to get back to office at 2.10 but ended up me and wei yeow went back at 2.45pm and wei kuang at 4pm cause he went to report police. so sui(bad luck)~~!!!!

okay...the story of sui-ness has not yet ended. this incident happened yesterday and now i got this phobia already and it was very dramatic. -_____-''

it goes like this, when going out for lunch and when we were walking down the stairs ( i know..lunch time again..>.<) erm..maybe a picture is better to describe the situation.

i know my drawing sucks so shut up and stop laughing and listen to my story!! so that was me behind wearing high heels and taking a bag and the ong brothers in front. while walking down, i was talking to wei yeow and out of a sudden i know i was falling down. and there was this in my mind "shiiiiitttt!!!!! my god~~ not head go down pleaseeee!!"

lucky is that i slipped but not the head go down 1st like what you see in movies where people fell down from the stairs with head go down 1st and roll down the stairs. nono..my wan is just slipped down. unlucky is that my hand's injured, a bit injury on my thigh, my ass and my back is pain. and now you can see that i have a different size ass. 1 side is bigger and 1 side is smaller because of the stupid fall!!! so now you know what my phobia is..it's walking the stairs lar!

here's a photo of my injured hand

sobsob....

me,wei kuang and wei yeow come out with a conclusion : the company brings sui-ness to us cause the feng shui is not good and the company is just like a storeroom..wei kuang and me had gone throgh the sui time..so when is wei yeow's?? hahaha...joking joking...enough of sui already, don't want him to be so sui as me and wei kuang. kakaka..

photo of me with vincent taken in sunshine bar last saturday..what happened in sunshine stays in sunshine.. n_n

and ya...got this chocolate from jia hong when he came back from labuan.

and got this from wen how..esprit keychain..

don't leave me pleaseeee~!!

2007-06-05T22:34:00.000+08:00

i know it's been some time since my last post. but i know no one is reading my blog so who cares? i'm feeling old now..why?? because when i see these photos,i can't differentiateif it's a guy and a girl!!!!!! i feel that i'm at the same level as my parents (my parents can't tell if a tomboy is a girl or guy @@).
they are cool, they are "handsome", they are cute..indescribable i can say. just take a look at these photos...

1.) that one in the circle is a girl or guy? (answers are at the bottom)

2. Girl or guy?

3.)the one in circle is girl or guy?

4.)Girl or guy?

5.)girl or guy?

1.) Girl

2.)Girl

3.)i don't know..so you tell me..

4.) girl? WRONG!!one more chance for u..

- guy? WRONG!!!!

IT'S A DICKHEAD!!!

5.)Girl

so how many you got it correct?? haha..

too young for branded stuff

2007-05-30T21:21:00.000+08:00

yes! i feel pity for those who are always craving for branded stuff. BCBG,estee lauder,guess,chanel.....fuck all those branded stuff. so what if i cant afford them? don't fucking talk bout branded stuff with me!!! *wana whack ppl*
i admit that once(long time ago) i always go for branded stuff and i can spend 1.2k per month not including rental and so on. sg wang is a nono for me. whenever i go there i just walk one round and ciao. and i alwayse use my mom's lancome and skII stuff. i always go and see branded clothes and i don't and WON'T go shopping whenever there is a mega sale or whatever sale it is.
but now, for me branded stuff are just something that people use to cheat you. yaya..buy lar..branded wan sure better. FUCK IT!!! who said so wan??? you or your or you?? *pointing to everyone* you don't even know how to earn a single penny and you not yet earn your 1st 2k salary and you are going for branded stuff!!!! *slap* so what if you have a lot of branded clothes or shoes or makeups?? fuck it okay?? buy it when you have earned money and show it to everyone. don't show it in your bloggie or kept on telling me bout this brand and that i-dun-wana-know brand. or come and say "ooo..you know that day i saw a guess bag..400 bucks and it's nice" or "ei...you know what..the XXX ar..bought a BCBG skirt for 300 bucks eh..so ex!! chi sin!!" but you yourself bought a lot of miss selfridge rm299 and rm199 skirts and a lot of playboy t-shirt. so don't come telling me XXX and XXX chi sin!!!!

and now i think back and i feel the stupidity for going after branded stuff. so think about what i've said and look at yourself. do you feel proud to be a shopaholic and get to buy a lot of branded stuff?? i feel pity for your parents "uncle and aunty..your daughter dunno how to think wan..she think you r damn rich and so she can spend a lot..i kesian you"

i miss my parents so much now..sob..and i miss my dad's honda civic and mom's cooking. sob..

names

2007-05-28T23:33:00.000+08:00

have you ever laugh over some people's name?? you know some people have some erm.."special" names that can make people have a good laugh about it.

for an example FATHIN. it's made of the word FAT and the word THIN. and when you call this name in cantonese it sounds like "fart-thin" which means gone crazy. and when you call that person "oi fart-thin("crazy")~calling you ar!!" it sounds so stupid. =.= and ya..i name one of my hammie fathin cause she always pluck her own fur for no reason. -_-

another name that really made me laugh out loud is ADELINE with the surname KOO or KHOO. you will be wondering why,am i right? haha. you know this name sounded like "ada-lin-ku" in the mixture of malay which is ada("have") and lin-ku which is in cantonese and it means "boobies". so when you call someone "oi ada-lin-ku!!!(oi have boobs!!!)", i'm wondering what will the person answer. maybe she will answer "yes i memang have lin-ku". i know you want to say ... and sweat.

haha..it reminds me of the name CHARLENE KOO or KHOO also. cause i remember once kenny(not kenny sia please) told me that there's a girl name charlene koo went on stage during the graduation and some lecturer or whoever it is called her name "CHA-LIN-KOO" which sounds like "zha lin ku" in cantonese. ZHA means squeeze and lin ku means please refer above lar..don't make me repeat for the second time. it feel so embarrass to have someone call your name "ei squeeze boobs". -__-''

surprise in mamak stall

2007-05-24T01:39:00.000+08:00

weee~ got a surprise from the mamak stall roti canai guy-Ali. went to the mamak stall name erm..everyone calls it 4D 'cause it's near to the magnum 4D shop for supper after few hours of databse security reading. so i ordered teh-o-limau panas as usual and roti sardin(rm2.50). after waiting for approximately 20 minutes, my roti sardin finally came and guess what..what left was a roti sardin with one love shape in the middle of it gone..-__-''. one chunk of it gone!!! i was happy at 1st 'cause it's something special but after that i feel a bit sad 'cause one chunk of it gone. haha.. but later on the guy bring another small plate with the other chunk(the love shape) of the roti sardin on it.

tada~ photo of the roti sardin..

hehe..a lil surprise of the night. sometimes something small can make me feel happy for the whole night. and also i don't have to go to some high class place for some expensive food in order to feel happy(i'm not a spoilt brat..yeap yeap). for me, mamak stall with nice food will satisfy me. and by the way, this mamak stall has some special rotis. one of them is roti honda(rm2.50) which has sugar, planta, banana and erm..i forgot what's the ingredient already. sounds weird but it's nice trust me. hehe. and another one is roti sandwich(rm1.80) and roti masala(rm2.50). just in case you don't know what masala is, masala is something like the ingredient you get in curry puff. not yet try it but heard that it's not bad though. thanks ali for the splendid supper. ^_^

guess i'll continue with databse security now and watch the match of ac milan vs liverpool at 3am. hmm..i think liverpool will win. wahahaha.. hope i'm right.

stomachache during exam week

2007-05-21T16:08:00.000+08:00

you know it's very the annoying to have your stomach making fun of you during exam week. yeap..i'm having stomachache now. i know you might think tat it's because i have butterflies in stomach but it's not!! now the feeling is like few hundred elephants and few hundred rhinos running around in your stomach and rush to your small intestines and kick your intestines then head for your large intestines and they scrub the wall of the large intestines for more than half an hour and then finally knock at your asshole's door and say "let me go out!! it stinks!!!" ahhh!! give me a break pleaseeeeee!!! it's so suffering to have a pain asshole during exam week. and ya,i think i'm gonna get flu real soon. feel something kinky in my throat and nose. sobsob.

-wish everyone gd luck in the finals-

politicians with no brains

2007-05-19T15:41:00.000+08:00

adults..what make a person an adult?? it's the maturity in the speech and thinking that makes a person call an adult. but the members of parliament - Datuk Bung Mokhtar Radin and Datuk Mohd Said Yusof really make people look down on malaysia and also look down on men. heloo..you are members of parliament representing an area, can you think before you talk? CLICK ME

"Mana ada bocor? Batu Gajah pun bocor tiap-tiap bulan juga. (Where is the leak? The Batu Gajah MP also leaks every month.)”

that shows the childishness in your retard sentence. then you are insulting your wife,your daughters, your grand daughters,your mom, your gradma right?? if i am your wife and i am there, i think i'll give you one slap on the face to thank you for insulting all the ladies. feel remorseful? are you sure that you feel remorse? *roll eye* and also admit that it's leaking lar please. tell me which building in malaysia is not leaking wan? i mean government building. all of them are made of polystyrene(i know you want to say so true). now leaking..what if one day the building collapse??god dammit. and also samy vellu, do you really need RM22m for the inspections of all government buildings in putrajaya for defects?? give back my dad 0.000124% of the money please. those money are from the citizens of Malaysia you $&@%#$^#%#!!!!!!

look at the stupid road outside MMU. who design that stupid road?? the whole road is so inconvenient for the students and it's oil consuming to make 1 big turn just to get to MMU do you know that huh?? and after the contruction of the new road, why are there still holes here and there along the so called "new" road???

C.O.O.L B.E.I.N.G B.I.S.E.X.U.A.L

2007-05-18T22:44:00.000+08:00

below are something that is not a favour of heterosexism people. but it's bisexual please! not that i am saying i want to become a lesbian. and also, don't be bias towards homosexuals. respect other people's sexual preference you retards.

i don't know why but i find it cool to be bisexual. recently i've been always thinking of becoming one. i know you wanna laugh about it, so laugh it loud please. nowadays i even have girls appearing in my dreams..by this i mean naked girls mind you. is this a sign hinting me to become a bisexual? haha. i really have no idea.

being a bisexual don't mean that i want to fuck those girls okay? kissing is still okay. both get naked on the bed? er..no thanks. haha. homosexual is way too ridiculous for me. living without a guy but with a girl? i don't want fingering only. i know you're gonna say "stupid,there's something call dildo in this world okay? where's your brain at?" so you think dildo will be satisfying? a fake penis? it is so pathetic to only have dildo accompanying your pussy for the rest of your life and besides, i don't like to see other people's pussy for the rest of my life too. so bisexual is just good. so has anyone have friends who are lesbians..maybe you can introduce her to me. hehe.

oh ya..maybe you'll think that i'm joking but i can tell you 101% no joke. i'm serious okay? can't you sense that how serious i am? and also, don't think that my blog is being hacked by some fucking nut hacker. i'm not that famous for people to come and hack my blog and post this up.

changes

2007-05-17T19:32:00.000+08:00

People around me are changing, at least i feel that they are. Or is it me that is changing? I wish i could know the answer.
People change, environment change, thoughts change..so many things are changing to something or someone that I don't recognize at all. The world is changing too. For some reason, i wish that the clock will stop ticking, the date,month and year will stop at the very moment so that everything will remain the same old them. I really hate changes but what to do? Everyone will change..but i hope there are something about them that won't change but i know this is impossible.
The thing that i hate to see changing is the wrinkles on my parents' face and the amount of white hair that is increasing year by year that shows the evidence of aging. God, can i turn the clock back to when i was just a small lil kid?Where my mom and dad will still cuddle me in their arms, pamper me, mom bathe me and wipe for me, prepare breakfast for me....There are so many things that i miss, memories that are carved in my head..but they just won't happen again..
People walk in and out of your life. That's the other thing that i don't like. Can't do anything about it can i? Just be strong and move on...that's the only thing that we can do. I know, it's a sad sad world.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO KELVIN TAN CHAO YI

2007-05-15T00:36:00.000+08:00

okay, I know it's my fault for forgetting my heng tai's birthday, my bad. SO SO SO SORRY to Kelvin. I know you've been expecting birthday wish from me but I've disappointed you. Sound so serious hor? And also sound a bit stupid. But really from the bottom of my heart, i feel so guilty~ Sorry for not celebrating with you lar. I know 1 day after your birthday also you are cursing me already wan. haha. Just joking..or izit true?? Don't tell me you curse me to have a lonely 21st birthday on this coming August. Please tell me you never curse me. haha. haiyo..sorry lar..make it until so serious that you post our conversation in your bloggie. I know it's my bad and I'm really so sorry.
Happy Belated Birthday to you lar Kelvin..don't angry larr..sayang la...okla..treat u ice kosong everytime we go out yum cha okay? haha..joking again la.So here's my birthday song for you...

happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to kelvin tan, happy birthday to you~

Sorry again... =(

i'm back from lovely hometown..

2007-05-14T15:40:00.000+08:00

Aikksss,finally back in Malacca after 3 hours plus drive(I drove to Kl and Willie drove from Kl to Malacca and Darren was erm..most of the time listening to his mp3 and sleeping). Two words to describe me now- exhausted and sleepy. =.= There was a speed trap on the highway from Ipoh to KL and I thought for sure I'll kena saman cause the policeman stopped me. But instead he asked for driving license and look around and ask am i student and say that i can go. phewww..hak sei ngor larr..lucky lucky.

So this whole study week i was busy erm..busy enjoying myself in my house, busy eating and busy watching tv. muahahaha..And now FINALLY I feel a bit worried about the final exams. hehe. And ya..busy going out with mom to "hang gai gai" and also watched Spiderman 3 in Ipoh. Erm, the movie is not like what I've expected but afterall it's not that boring like some people have said. So I give a B- for it. During this 1 week I get to eat the most expensive honey or should i say so far the most expensive honey which cost RM108 for 500g(i took 1 teaspoon of it every morning and according to mom, it helps to improve the immune system). *vomit blood* SO FREAKING EX but then..it tatse really nice and smooth lar. Bought quite some stuff during this 1 week.

on the left-Nioxin hair shampoo, middle-TNS milk cleanser and on the right-ELGI hair serum (don't bother bout the background pls)

It's the 2nd bottle of Nioxin that i'm using and at 1st i thought it's 30 bucks for the stupid 300ml but mana tau mama told me that it's RM68. *vomit blood x100* BLOOD SUCKING SHAMPOOOO!!! But it's mama who buy for me..so never mind lar. The TNS milk cleanser is so far the cheapest facial cleanser that i bought(RM 63). It smells nice and not bad lar but i still heart Estebel's wan. grrr!! It's the first time i'm using the ELGI thingy and i think it cost 30 bucks and it's not bad too. The 3 bottles below, seriously I'm not sure what are they (1 is multivitamin but the other 2..no idea lar)but i know they are very expensive 'cause the company is in Aussie and they mail it to my house. Postage fee is already 16.20 Aussie dollar means almost RM50 and when i asked my parents how much these few thingy cost they just told me "few hundreds loh" so i have no idea how much. Mom says will help my fragile heart's problem so i must take 1 capsule of each every morning. I'm a good girl so i listen to my mama. XD

Really feel very very happy to be back in Ipoh but now stuck in this cacated place again. geram geram and geram. Feel so uncomfy to come back and face some sakais. Will be moving out from BBU soon. Happy for me and also others but i know for sure someone will say not happy and not good. Who to blame for being the major problem for me to move out? I know you know. hehe.

p/s: sorry to Alvan 'cause i didn't tell you that i'm back in ipoh. And friends in ipoh, guess i'll be seeeing you guys in october.

innocent chicks

2007-05-03T18:03:00.000+08:00

A friend of mine called me few days ago and told me that my blog is funny and said that i dare to blog about sex stuff and so on. Er..~~who~~ why not? I know Malaysians don't really get to have freedom of speech but I'm not talking about racist stuff so why don't dare? So he continued with "not much Malaysia girls dare to say this kinda stuff in their blog or in real life u noe." And i replied him I KNOW (my god, you think I'm stupid?) and I said "u see, singapore gals dare to blog whatever they like.so why can't i be the same?"

Ya, he is so damn true about Malaysian girls. Most Malaysian girls are impostor and hypocrites- they tend to act innocent in front of everyone but acting like a slut in front of the boyfriend and also maneater who makes the boyfriend spend all his money on her that maybe he can't even afford to buy an undie for himself(i know it sounds very pitiful but I'm just exaggerating). On one hand when they see you watching porn, they will go like "ewww...what is tat?y r u guys watching porn??switch it off la!!" or she'll go running around in the house searching for the boyfriend and telling the boyfriend how perverted we are. On the other hand, they'll be watching porn when there's no one around or even clicking on the naked woman's images when everyone's sleeping. *roll eye* Don't they know the meaning "guang ming zhen da"(which means do things in front of people and don't hide)???

STOP ACTING INNOCENT LAR DUMBASS!!! AND YOU KNOW YOU'RE NOT INNOCENT PLEASSEEE! WITH A BODY SO ENORMOUSLY,TREMENDOUSLY HUGE AND MASSIVE AND YOU WANA ACT INNOCENT! YOUR ARE NO LONGER A 3 FEET TALL KID OKAY?????

Sick of this kinda girls. I've seen a lot of them and it's getting very sickening. *barf* Who cares if you are watching porn or talking anything related to sex? *roll eyes* People like you might be the one who go and rape some innocent guys walking behind some dark shop lots lane! *rolling on the floor laughing* Who knows one day it'll be the turn of girls to rape guys. Haha! Anyway just kidding.

p/s: this post is not referring to anyone and IF you do FEEL something bout it, i think it's time for you to change your so called i-wanna-act-innocent-perspective. And i know some girls might think this post is not about you, but who knows it is.

p/s: And also to all the boyfriends of i'm-100%-innocent girls, maybe you think your gf is not this type of girls, but try to ask around and you might get some surprises - Such as your so called innocent gf who claims to be a virgin has lose her virginity long time ago but still, you think you are the 1st one who fuck her. Oh ya, before i forget, maybe her asshole is no longer a "virgin". *wicked laugh* Who knows.

weird kid

2007-05-02T11:24:00.000+08:00

you know when you were small, sure you will think and wonder about a lot of stupid stupid thing and also throwing some stupid stupid questions at your parents or teacher. so i remember when i was a kid, i used to think about a lot of weird stuff and saying a lot of unbelievable stuff. so here's a list of weird and funny thoughts i had when i was a kid(i think when i was 4-7 years old)

1. i thought that human won't die coz we are born to live but not to die. why do i think this way? coz you know lar..when someone in a movie die they can still appear in another movie. so i thought humans are so power lar..won't die wan. so when i finally know the truth that human will die someday when they are old enough, i felt miserable and i cried every night without my parents knowing bout it. stupid hor? i know i was a retarded kid. wahaha..reason why i cry is because i'm scared of losing something very important which is my parents. i used to think about suicide if one day my parents leave me to go somewhere far away and there's no point of living anymore. >.<

2. every night i keep on thinking bout afterlife and where will dead people go.

3. before i sleep i will think- do heaven and hell exist?(someone told me that there's no such thing as heaven or hell. and god is just something that humans have created to hypnotize ourselves. maybe that's true but we won't know it unless we die right?touch wood touch wood..choi!!!) what if there's no such thing? then when i die my soul will be looking at my own corpse. and how does it feel like to die? i mean i am not scared to die but i am afraid of something else.

4. the most incredible and unbelievable thing that I've told my mom was "mama, i want to marry an ang moh. i don't want chinese husband. " i remember i kept on telling this to my mom for quite some time. reason why i like ang moh? coz they are handsome and because i always watch ang moh movie when i was small.

there's still a lot of stupid stuff lar but the list is too long to blog. so to make things simpler, i just write down the top 4. hehe. don't laugh at me when you read this post please.and DON'T TELL ME YOU ARE NOT A JERK WHEN YOU WERE SMALL!!!!!

producing hammies..

2007-04-28T22:56:00.000+08:00

so yesterday night when i was feeding my hamsters, i saw my male hamster aka fei lou(fatty) and my female hamster aka no fur ('cause she pluck her own fur..*sigh*..weirdo) was making the most beautiful art in this world. you know i know lar..producing hammies out of hammies loh..whatelse? so let's hope that this time will success. muahahaha..

finally fatty woke up and go sayang the wife..

ahhh....love is in the air. hehe..

boys,men

2007-04-24T12:20:00.000+08:00

sometimes i am very curious about boys or men. curious as in not aboout the length or thickness of the penis. it's about when they go toilet,how do they pee. from what i see, some guys should go for penis allignment service or maybe go for plastic surgery for the urethral opening to make the hole bigger or sew it to make it smaller. many guys told me that they don't pee to the side of the toilet bowl but even if they do, they'll clean the mess up. er..the problem is: why can't aim properly and pee into the middle of the bowl? why side? ahem, since i am staying with 4 guys(in bbu) i notice something about my housemate whom i never talk to or care about.

this is where you should aim...

but my housemate.....this is how he aim..

he just pee everywhere.sometimes i wonder if he pee onto the floor, so for the sake of my foot's hygiene problem, i'll always wear slippers into the toilet. arloo..you are not a dog, you don't have to pee like a dog. or do you think you are watering invisible plants on the side or fertilizing them?!? WTH~ and he doesn't wash it after pee. FUCK HIM!!! maybe he just need to adjust the allignment. not maybe, IS HE MUST ADJUST IT!!!!!! hmm...or he has a bend dick? i dunno..just guessing. hehe. eh..even if he has a bend dick, takkan not yet erection also can see it's bend? walao..so scary!!! imagine the thingy is small but bend..eeekkksss!!!!!! no wonder he can't aim properly~wahahahaha..(all these are just my imagination..^^..lalalalaa~)

and one more thing about guy, erm..for guys out there with long pubic hair. don't be proud of your pubic hair please. it's so disgusting to see guys' pubic hair on the toilet bowl. and why the pubic hair all also long long 'n curly curly wan ar? TRIM YOUR PUBIC HAIR LAR PWEEAASSSEEEE!!!!!! you know when to cut your hair but not knowing that your pubic hair needs to be neat too. imagine your girlfriend blow job for you, i bet she'll be eating many many strands of pubic hair instead of blowing job! EWWWW!!!! and girls too. cut it neat or shave it so that your pubic hair won't be poking out from your lovely panties or your cutey g-strings. imagine again if your boyfriend try to pull down your pants and see whole bunch of pubic hair poking out from the panties..AWWWWW!!! first impression will be "WTF!! i see jungle!!"

sharp phones

2007-04-23T02:10:00.000+08:00

well, recently me and my group are doing computer network assignment on digital terrestrial tv in asia. er, if you don't know what is that, go check it out in wikiepedia. malaysia is just testing on dvb-t system which means not yet really develope the thing. so in japan, citizens of that country can already watch tv on their cell phones using digital terrestrial technology. so here's the phone

see how people turn the phone pls (not like someone who is so heartpain when i slide his slidephone *ahem*)

but the phone i really want....IT CAN'T BE USED IN MALAYSIA!!!! god dammit...apparently it is quite big and not that sleek or elegant..but i still like it!!!!! it's so cool..

Sidekick 3 from T-mobile

turn n turn..

woooppss...back to the original form.

i also want to learn from xiaxue..u want something,u must ask for it. if you don't ask,u won't get it. so now i'm asking for the phone. WHO CAN GIVE ME?!?!? i don't care, any sharp or t-mobile phone also can. doubt anyone can give it to me. *sob* okay, i change my wish. I WANT A PINK PSP!!! now which company can please come and see my blog and send one psp to me please!! @@

relaxation

2007-04-21T15:15:00.000+08:00

so finally finish and passed up 3 assignments on yesterday afternoon. feel kinda relax now. hehe. last night was von's birthday and kent's birthdy was on 18th which is 2 days ago. so wish them happy birthday. =)

last night went seoul garden in MP to celebrate von's birthday. and after that went zanzibar(right behind the McD of dataran pahlawan) to find kent 'cause he was having a small party there. but end up me,kelvin,von,richard,seet and willie went pure bar to celebrate for von. ta-dah~ cut cake time..hehe..but don't really understand why pure bar is so empty. i think it's because of the raid from last week. not sure bout it also. u can feel the loneliness of the dj and also the sien-ness of the guys inside. and i told kelvin n seet that it's a "men's night" cause i can see 98% batangs and 2% abalone. (why abalone? i think guys should know the answer. XD)and also we can see a lot of retards and oh-i'm-pregnant uncles inside. XD
at around 1am me n kelvin went to zanzibar to find kent (because someone wanna see chick.*grins*) so kelvin and kent finish 1 bottle of carlsberg each in one shot.(seriously i was so scared that kelvin will be drunk and i'll have to drag him back home.) but luckily he was ok but kent..erm..he claimed that he's semi-drunk. i know he started to talk cock already but never mind that. haha. and it's the first time i see so many drunkards. haha. around 2pm me n kelvin ciao and got back kelvin's house at 2.10am? can't really remember the time but kelvin didn't want to go back his room so we chatted inside the car for almost 1 hour.

weeeee~~so happy that finally can have a lil bit of relaxation. hehe. ma pet pet..so many assignments, still left 2 or 3 assignments to finish up but fuck all the assignments!!! i wanna have fun on this weekend~!!!

p/s: for your info, zanzibar is a collective name for two island uguja and penba island situated in the indian ocean that are apart of the former tanzania and it is a muslim country.

me n will in pure bar. ( see the batangs behind.)

hectic week

2007-04-19T20:09:00.000+08:00

life has been so hectic for the past 1 or 2 weeks and it'll stay the same for the whole next week. grrrr~!!! assignments assignment assignment!!!! i hate them so much and i think everyone is the same. finished up technopreneur venture practical assignment this morning but tonight will have computer network and resource menagement waiting for me to do. eeekkksss!!!
so this morning woke up at 1am and did the practical assignment and chatted with some friends until 3am and i decided to watch ugly betty. hehe...a very funny series bout this girl betty. and i think she and henry makes a perfect couple. so why walter??he is such a noob!!! and also daniel and sofia. sofia is so sexy but a bit fat i guess. hehe. and i am waiting to see fey come out!!! ekekeke. then at 5am, me, willie, lee way 'n pradeep decided to go for dim sum. wahahaha. eating dim sum makes me think bout the dim sum back in ipoh. i miss them so much! and also.....I WANT TO GO HOME!!!!!!!! i miss my mama and papa so much. can't go back until end of november. how pathetic is that. sobzzzzz. so just pray that i'll have time to drive back home after computer network 2nd midterm on 28th this month. =)

i'm in LURVE with MIYAVI

2007-04-15T17:47:00.000+08:00

MIYAVI

omg.you know what,MIYAVI is so cutteee~~~he's handsome,he's cute,he's evil, he's the bad boy type that i LURRRVEEEEEEE~~~!!!! omg.i'm so into him now. somehow he looks like a girl,but I DON'T CARE!!!! he's cool when he's playing guitar. muax muax muax MIYAVI!! omg, if i ever get to see a guy like him,i don't care if he has a gf or not,i'm gonna grab him for myself~~!!! ahh....he belongs to me!!!! i think i'm getting insane...somone please help meeeeee........
photos of him..so cute!!!!!

he's got the wicked eyes that'll take your soul away..><

he looks so cool~

n this is cute

tiring day

2007-04-13T19:10:00.000+08:00

last night went jogging with pradeep in the main field of mmu with the companion of willie(sitting there and looking at us) at 11.30pm.HAH!! somone asked me : "serious shit?go where jog?careful later kena kidnapped or raped.." =.= what the heck. so that's someone who has the name starts with K. then kester said something to me like "arlo..u know what time it is now?u think u r in US(i think US is 9 or 10am)?" >.<
get to see some international students jogging there,and whispering to each other.i know it's weird to see a girl jogging in the main field with one black fren. HAHA. he's indian okay??not some international student and don't think that i'm horny pleaseeeeeee. you know how international students think. when they see that you are chinese and you are with some black skin friend, they'll think that this girl must be very bitchy and horny or whatever it is. i think few days ago jitru ask me the same question too "is he(pointing at pradeep) your boyfriend?" OMFG!!! pradeep??my new bf? how hilarious is that. *ahem-ahem* what's wrong with an indian guy with a chinese girl anyway? plus we are just close friends. and he claimed that he saw me with a lot of guys and i "huh??" and he said "ohh..it's a compliment and i like it..it's good..keep it up.." WTF you talking man?!?!? it sounded shitty to me and it ain't funny. but i don't give a damn about it. back to jogging part. so you know it's been a long time since i last went for jogging. i think it's like 5 years back? was in the school team for netball and every 2 days i need to go school for training. after 5 years of no jogging and running, seriously last night I RUN LIKE A TORTOISE . wahaha. and pradeep insulted me by saying "you break my record wei. usually i took 4 minutes plus to run 4 rounds but now 3 rounds took 8 minutes" *BIG sob* i know lar i'm slow~~!!! forgive me please. i just need some time to train myself k?
after jogging we went limbongan to find seet,richard n von and kelvin for yum cha. it's a mamak stall but few shops beside it is a dim sum shop so kelvin went to buy paos for me,seet n pradeep. 1 cha siu pao for me, another one for kelvin and 2 small paos for seet. pradeep who has forgotten that it's already friday morning bought a big pao but later on realize that it's friday kept on asking us if we want that pao. but still we force him to eat.haha. god will forgive him. i'm sure HE will. ^^ and omg,the pao..1st time i see pao with a lot of oil or "juice" inside and everytime pradeep tried to hold the pao tighter, the oil kept pouring or dripping out from the pao. OMFG but it looks delicious. yumyum...
just now i went jusco with lee way,sing li and willie for mcD cause today's free gift is sundae. no more mcD also please. it's officially banned from my list from today onwards. now when i think of mcD, i feel like vomitting. puik~~!!!!! after that went window shop but somehow the 3 of them get to buy something and that is bag. 3 of them gaying with one another cause they bought the same type of bag with the same brand. plus lee way and willie bought the same color. omg. i'm looking foward to see the 3 of them taking the same bag to campus. *imagining* GAYNESS is what i can think of. hehe.
oh my,tonight will be a sleepness night with piles and piles of assignment waiting for me to finish them up. damn mmu lecturers for making everyone to have eye bags and panda eyes. can i don't want to do the assignments?? *with miang voice* and i hope the lecturers will say YES to me with marks given. i know what you gonna say, "chi sin and in your dreams pls" wuaahhh~~!!

sushi king's sushi S***S!!!!

2007-04-11T01:12:00.000+08:00

we(me,willie,leeway n ah wey) were in sushi king 2 days ago for the rm2 per plate feast. frankly,the sushi sucks. the rice was..oh my..and trust me,they were hard to swallow. and that reminds me of the time when i was form 3. the story goes like this....one day i ate fish for dinner and i think 1 of the tiny lil bone stuck on my throat and i never realize bout it until few days later when my throat felt something kinky. so my mom certified it as bone-in-the-throat and she seek for help from friends and finally they come out with the traditional way for the solution-swallowing rice. =.= so there i was,swallowing rice for the whole afternoon until i cried and started burning everyone's ass. i still remember the feeling of swallowing mouthful n mouthful of rice.ahhh~~~nightmare..*scare-scare*
so no more sushi king for me(all along i don't find sushi king nice) 'cause it's the cheapest n suckiest sushi in town.anyway..plates n plates of rm6,rm5 n rm4 plates on our table..

1 litre of tears

2007-04-08T13:37:00.000+08:00

the girl is so cute~

seriously you'll cry watching tis drama.

finally i've finished watching the drama 1 Litre of Tears. my heart aches when i was watching it and i cried a lot since the 5th episode and i got swollen eyes because of it. a drama that inspires and motivates you to keep on moving and no matter how hard it is, keep on living. it's about a real life story and i really respect and salute the girl who had passed away when she was 26 after 12 years of battle with Spinocerebellar Degeneration. at 1st she always fell down,then she cannot react fast to everything around her, then she faced difficulty in writing,eating,talking and walking. after few years she can't even walk or write or talk or eat. but her will to live made her stay alive for so many years.
soundtrack:
Remioromen - Konayuki (a very nice song. recommended)
Remioromen - 3/9 (also another nice song from remioromen)

i'm thinking when i was 15 years old,what was i doing and thinking. really feel that the girl is so mature and strong. well,we should feel lucky that we are born not handicapped. even if we are not born in a rich family and we don't get what we want, don't blame parents for not being rich. parents are the one who suffer the most when we get sick.
thank god that every morning when i wake up and open my eyes, i'm still healthy. although with my heart like this, i feel that mine is nothing compare to the girl. at least i can do everything that normal people can do except roller coaster and things that cause my heart beat to go fast. and also i only need to take medicine.huhu..^^
so god bless everyone..

The Stage 2007

2007-04-05T17:45:00.000+08:00

The Stage 2007's stage

wuuuaaaa~~~~ i want the balloonnnssssss~~~~so nice...wuuuaaaa~~!!

the crowd..

muahahaha...finally i got all the photos from The Stage 2007. a lot of very perasan photos.hehe.i'll show some of the contestants photos.for me, i like nadia the most because of her vocal. very nice vocal and she's good in singing any songs that you've requested.
1. Danial (don't know what song he sang already.i think is his own song =.=)
2. Nadia - my immortal by evanesence
3. Thomas - bad day by daniel powter
4. Farah (she sang erm..some english song by a malay singer)
5. Alex - i believe i can fly by R. kelly
6. Yun Hui - relection by coco lee??
7. Zetty - i wil survive by gloria gaynor
8. Qistina - hurt by christina aguilera
9. Dania- unfaithful by rihanna
10. Izat - combination of 3 songs

So winner of that night was Zetty.congrats congrats.hehe. 1st runner up was Izat and 2nd runner up was Nadia. I know their marks but cant tell 'coz i'm the one who counted the marks.wahahaha.*wicked laugh*

photo session......

daryl n me..

the perasan group..other people taking photos also wana pose at the back..=.=

salujah n me

all the committees and emcees of The Stage~~

all the ladies in the hall and mr tan hsia liang..wahahaha...

pradeep and me

me sitting with the judges. i sat there got purpose wan k..count marks lar..don't play play...

faizal(dunno correct or not-working comm), willie(decoration n security director), me (willie's assistant + counting marks) , sing li(event assistant director), lee way(technical and logistic director)

everyone with the walkie talkie...sing li wana ask lee way to blah..but he didn't want to..so...haha..say cheezzeee~

too many photos to update..tired lar bang n kak n dik-dik semua...hahaha...so that's my blog for today...^^

trinite 2007-temptations

2007-04-02T16:51:00.001+08:00

the front cover of the ticket..

the inside..

design by amanda..not bad though..

so the theme for this year's trinite is temptations. but somehow i was not tempted.haha. the food sucks (every prom is the same. i heard that sparc night was also the same.) , the special guest were so so except for JOEY G 'n MARION~~woohooo~~!! i'll tell you who were the special guests.

1.Vince (the dunno-which-akademi fantasia's winner. i know he was the 1st runner up for one of the wah lai toi singing competition) so that's vince in the photo

2. Joey G - one cute guy (singapore's channel v vj) that's me with joey g~~ahh~!!! cute guy~~!!!he's so nice and polite..like him muchhhiiieeee~~!!

3. Marion -one hot n pretty chick (singapore's channel v vj) joey g and marion with me~!!i know i m sucky..wahaha...whatever..lalalala...

4.Dayang something something (see..i don't even know her name..i'm so good (-.-)v

5. K Town Clan (some blast off winner)

i can tell you that a lot of people don't even know who is dayang,vince n k town clan. come one lar..it's PROM NIGHT, not some zoo night. we go prom for the sake of the grand-ness but not to shout like babi inside the ballroom. although i shouted like a babi when joey g and marion came out, (one is cute and another one is hot..who won't shout?? salujah also shouted "joey g's so cute" very loudly beside me.wahahaha...) but k town clan..hmm...it's prom..not some concert.have you ever seen people dance like as if they are in a club but the real thing is they are in a prom night?well, one whole table of sakais did that when k town clan was singing. somehow it makes the prom a bit cacated. =.=
if i can go for the post mortem, i'll screw the program division 1st (i think everyone will do the same thing) PA system was worse than the stage (somemore we got free PA system from our sponsor.. V(^.^)V )
actually it's not necessary to spend so much on the decoration side.it will be so nice if trinite can spend more on the food and the also please lar hire one or two djs. people ask to give slow song,the so called dj played i wanna love you by akon,after joey g asked to change song, guess what song came out? beyonce's baby boy or something came out..omg!! is that what you call slow song??hmm...definition of slow pls..wahahaha..and by the way, i wana love you's version is US is called "i wanna FUCK you"..omg..
if i continue talking bout how bad trinite was..i think it will last for few hours.i don't wanna get my fingers tired..so that will be all for the complainment session.the most fun part about trinite was photo taking.you get to take photos with all yor friends in your formal clothes but 89 bucks for that??haha...never mind then..so here's a whole load of photos taken on that night.
kelvin and me..

jacq and me..our face..so fair..=.=

that's the miang miang lee way and me

me with the sm maniac..wahaha...

willie-lie and phoebe-be

me n khai yang (you must understant why was i standing like that..ahem..you know..imagine if i stand straight..er..haha..)

still got loads of photos to come..many people not yet send me photos...some are very cacated..you won't want to see how i pose..wahahah...trinite photos are to be continued.........

leng lui photos collection

2007-03-27T15:41:00.000+08:00

ahem...many people think that i'm a lesbian..maybe because of the stories and also the truth during school time or maybe because i have a leng lui photos collection..i just want to tell everyone that i'm not..for those who know bout my past..haha...please delete all the memories..i'm really not a lesbian..pls lar..(although there's a few gals back in my primary and secondary school liked me..)it's already in the past tense~well...just want to show some of my collection here...haha...i like sexy,hot,n pretty gals..especially those like leah dizon...she's so sexy and cute and every movement is so seducing...omg...

undeniable that she's cute..

she's sexy

she's hot~!! can't believe that she's same age as me.. =.=

another is ayumi..i don't really know her full name..but i find her cute n also sexy

someone said that she has nice lips..yummylicious~slurrrp~~

another hot chick..

a very cute gal...

another sexy babe with cute face..

got too much photos to upload..lazy also lar..hehe..so that's all for now..wahaha...

addicted to mayday

2007-03-27T15:38:00.000+08:00

arrrgggghhh~~recently i'm so in love with mayday's songs...ah xin is so cuuutteee 'n handsome 'n talented and he has a good voice...i love him so much~~omg...

what's wrong with plastic surgery anyway??

2007-03-14T10:49:00.000+08:00

dawn yang with her blog clapbangkiss is a famous blog..all i can say is that she's hot..cute..pretty..any word to describe that a girl is very good looking can be used on her...

well..jealousy makes people to spread scandals..some said she undergoes plastic surgery..even kenny sia made a post 2 yrs ago bout dawn yang zhng'ing her face..so what if she really did??who doesn't want to be pretty?? which celebrity didn't go for plastic surgery??maybe they did but it's not obvious or they deny it..go and see jolin tsai..she boobs are so fake(her boobs are so small when she just became a singer)look at her boobs now..people call her "G nai" means G CUP..wth..her nose is also so fake..so what??she's still so famous and also every guy's dream girl...

FUCK FUCK FUCK

2007-03-12T19:11:00.000+08:00

now FUCK is the word i wana shout out loud....fuck everything...anyway..thank justin for calling me just now...stupid uncle...come n bully me ni...but make me cheer up a bit also....aikksss...

love is all about faith

2007-03-12T01:12:00.000+08:00

when there is no trust in a relationship...it's consider dead coz it won't last long..at least i feel tat things wont last long...

when you are angry...u can say whatever u like bout me with your friends...maybe u might think that i'll tell my friends too..but i tahan for a very long time only i went to tell my friends..cibai is a word tat i hate much...n u called me tat in front of your friend..you think that i wont know bout it..but i can tell you tat i'm not stupid..n bcoz of u...i hate 017 numbers..especially those that start wiv 017-6.....damn fucking hate tat kinda numbers..ya...i'll tahan wiv everything u do now..silence is what i need everyday..even if i noe a single thing..i won't tell..mayb one day when i cant stand it...that's da end of everything..how i wish i m a bi..at least i can hav a gf when there's no u in my life anymore...

food~~

2007-03-08T00:59:00.000+08:00

my stomach is making so much noise now..ahh...luckily got some chinese new year biscuits to cure my hunger..thank you mama...hehe...

well..hunger makes me think of those african countries or those third world countries where food is so so so important to them...and i really pity those african kids where they are so freaking thin because of malnutrition..i remember some aunties back in my primary school used to say that i m like african kids who is lack of food.. =.= i'm thin but at least i get to eat...but those kids are thin because they got nothing to eat..sob..

so please do not waste your food..before you want to throw away your food,think of all the people who need it...yea...everyone waste food before..i mean who doesn't??but just try not to waste them..